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I’m about to say “goodbye” to another “hello” in life’s journey. It’s a path that repeats throughout one’s years, sometimes forced on us by a nomadic lifestyle of parents, and sometimes chosen as one moves to different friends/associates. I know I often say hello for too long when goodbye is the answer because of fears of confrontation and loneliness, even when “hello” is right around the corner. Loyalty often has me saying “hello” when others would definitely say “goodbye”. Whatever has kept me on this road is moving again, and “hello” might be too a new face before I even fully say goodbye.

Do I take a day that starts at peace and bring it to confrontation as I said I would?  It’s not like avoiding this confrontation won’t prevent another from coming on it’s just that at the moment their is peace. Denial is so easy when their is a covering even if it’s paper thin. The sad part is I don’t think they understand their own mirror which has brought the next to my heart and I desperately want them to look and feel even if it’s not possible.  I’m honestly not sure if next is today or if it lays further down the line when the peace will be interrupted by their war.

All My Woman by Falling In Reverse and Hardy is a song that is F-U-N more “mature audiences” not only with the lyrics but the tone. This song tells the story of way too many suffering men who have judged with the wrong “head” and continue to be pulled in that direction even after the previous mistake(s).  All My Woman by Falling In Reverse and Hardy not for the puritans out there but for those who probably wish they were now.

I’ve been a punching bag  for so long and as those blows have hit you’ve gas lighted M-E even as they sting remains but enough is enough!  You’ve utilized my conflict aversion and people pleasing attitude to get out of every hit but my happiness matters as well. I’ve tried to change this way and that way yet nobody could keep up to your moving targets. I’ve walked over egg shells layered here or there but now realize they’ve cracked before I even walked. Enough is enough and it’s time for M-E to stand  strong!! I just hope this isn’t something just on a blog piece but a change in who I am.

One can love but not like. Feelings for another can be so strong yet still pull them apart.  They might continue to argue and fight because of that underlying bond that is full of fire yet get burnt all the time. Could those marriages based on being fixed up develop a stronger bond then those who “found each other” instead.  In the end I wonder if liking someone can build into a stronger love then falling into it and trying to find a way out?

It might appear strange but some people are for “Cancer”. I don’t mean in the one that kills one body but many innocent victims. Thank G-d because of modern medicine in many a cases “Cancer” starts out in a body as an underdog which we hope will still not draw any cheers. Yet when it comes to an “organism” which attacks many victims this “underdog” is rooted for?  Can you imagine feeling sorry for Cancer because all it wants to do is live in peace in it’s world without thinking about it’s evil expansive plans? Yet the other organisms have the sympathy vote.  Many feel “sorry” for the underdog even though it is the one attacking isn’t that strange?  Hamas,  Hezbollah & the Iranian regimes are examples of these cancers to society that for some reason people cheer for even as they take many a victim.