I don’t feel it but it said it was and I guess that’s just that. Who knew being six feet under would still feel so alive. It’s not as if I walked through some “golden gates” or felt the heat instead it feels quite “normal”. I just can’t reconcile as my life here feels the same but if AI says I’m gone well what can I do with it other then live.
You’re still together but not really? No papers have been signed but a truce has been called..sorta? It’s just too complicated in your mind so you stay together even if some pieces will never fill the puzzle. Mid D might give you some of the action but you’ll still keep a “safe distance”. Mid D is not what you legal advisor and friends might think will work but so far it’s not so bad and actually is good for you… at least for now
This is image many saw on October 7th, 2026 in NYC. Their fellow New Yorkers suddenly chanting for their death and destruction! How bizarre and evil can some get? We work and basically live together in peace and now these same neighbors shout for our destruction!? On October 7th when a horrible massacre occurred these “individuals” decided to take the stand for the murders? How did we get here and how can we go back to some type of decency? In the past I thought it might cause a bit of a conflict to just wear a “MAGA Hat” to NYC yet these vile individuals wear the disguise of open evil with pride and on October 7th! How twisted have we become?
You shouldn’t have appeared here but this was a different light and now everything looks strange. They say it only was a dream but it’s impact holds true during my waking hours. Suddenly, your image is blurred into something I never felt coming and can’t fully escape. One night without reality is changing the actual footsteps I walk with you and am not sure where those steps are actually going but can dream about again… I guess.
I just took the long lonely road. For, if I’d stay another moment longer I know that date would not come. So without warning I packed my bag and just left. Everything I’ve seen, done and felt comes with this little knapsack. I’m not sure if this will be a higher plane or a heated road I just know I have to get away. Leaving might be brave or cowardly depending on your own road but for me it’s the only way I can go.
I believe in the death penalty for murder and other heinous crimes but if it’s meant not to be then so be it. Crystal Pike went through the procedure to put her down but G-D had a different plan and I believe it would be cruel/unusual and at this point wrong to try again. In the end there is a higher power telling us when and right now for some reason it isn’t yet for Crystal Pike.
I might close the shop but the slice is still there now. Yes, with pre-diabetes this is not the best place I should be but it tastes so damn good how can I resist? It’s also been with M-E for so long that I know leaving will be so hard. Yet, there is supposed to be a “smoothie place” opening down the street that looks just as good but will it really open? Leaving might be the healthiest move for me but is it better with the cake you know or some potential smoothie down that road? So until I know I can’t resist taking a bite for even if it’s bad for M-E it still tastes oh so good.
When one ponders too much about what is next they forget to see what is in front of them. In other words we shouldn’t ponder how things are going until we are present now. Trust me the other parts will be with us sooner then we expect so let’s worry about our impact now as if it was some new beginning. You can write your “to do list” without worrying/looking at it every moment. Others will stay in their modes no matter what we do “now” so enjoy the break minute by minute.
When a relationship opens up a whole new person inside you, that’s special! Maybe this person is a “rocker” while you live the life of a professional as the beat goes on, but deep inside. Could you meet someone who reveals a “secret” that has caused you pain and kept you from growing? Sometimes those relationships are like climbing a mountain with jagged edges, but once you get to the top, who knows what you will truly see, so it’s best to keep climbing.
Take time for yourself. The clock is ticking so it’s important you don’t let it go out before some is taken on your account. I’m not saying one should be selfish but at the same time giving all the time takes away your beats as well. So make sure you take the time for yourself before there is no time to give at all.