Many have said I should just walk away because I shouldn’t be treated this way but something keeps me “glued” to my spot. Maybe it’s because I’m so damn loyal to those that I would leave behind or fear that I might end up in a similar spot no matter where I go, that I don’t start walking? I wonder if it’s the success that would be taken away that keeps the adhesive so strong? Could it be that I subconsciously fear I’ll find more cracks in my own mirror upon such a journey or that others have lead me to this Cinderella thought pattern? In the end I believe it’s the dependents that would suddenly out of know where break to independence that has me continuing this travel around circles. No matter what though this road will be taken with my feet on the ground or six feet under and sometimes the pain I’m going through wears me down to the shovel.
Y-O-U Make Me Smile
Whoever Y-O-U are out there you’re the reason this frown is turned upside down. For, allowing me to express my thoughts in the way that they come out has helped M-E more then Y-O-U can imagine. Even though I may never read or understand how my writing has impacted Y-O-U at least I know I’m not truly ” not alone” with who I “authentically” am. Maybe someday at some event will pass each other’s way but if not I just want to say “thank you” for listening and helping making my burdens a little less heavier to carry.
Important Message- Not So
It’s an “Important Message” that truly isn’t. A matter of fact this message is so unimportant that you probably skip it before “message” is fully heard. Spam has taken over those two words to the point we will never believe a message truly is that important especially from a keyboard. “Important Message” yes and I’ve got a bridge to sell you.
Our Manna
Every moment of everyday it’s the exact formula to keep us thriving. We don’t even think about it just expect it. Our Manna today isn’t in the form of food but the very substance that keep us everything going. G-D created the perfect combination for us to take in and exhale out that keeps not only our world working but the life forms around us. It might not be one written in the book but it’s perfect combination of Nitrogen, Oxygen, Carbon Monoxide, Helium etc. is truly a miracle that we often take for granted until we can’t.
Today’s After Schedule -2-6-25
After my daily grind today my clock is still running. Here are a few things on that extended calendar.
(1) Speak to my Alma Mater about a campaign that should help both of us. (My Hint BU)
(2) Bring back the **Star Coin** with a brother that can actually make things happen. (My Hint MA)
(3) Find a way to easily access all my contacts so that they have the opportunity to know about exciting events like a Super Bowl Party. (My Hint Will This Work)
(4) Work on Pre-Production for Seduction Podcast (My Hint Mi)
Just Taste Better
It just tastes better when you take a slice. The flavor is enhanced even more when you absorb the same emotion I feel as it melts in your mouth. Suddenly it is not an experience alone but one absorbed in two bodies. Of course the problem is when one is left and I find your absorption rate has made this experience one out of my mirror.
Your Invitation- Superbowl Sunday
This is the Superbowl Party you have to attend for the following reasons.
(1) You can come and leave without any guilt.
(2) You’ll meet great people from all walks of life
(3) It benefits a few different charities depending who shows up
(4) Studio Speakers so you won’t miss the action wherever you land.
(5) You’ll be at an active film/video entertainment studio
(6) It’s in Nyack just a great place
So I’ll see you there 142 Main Street, Nyack for Kickoff and the after party.
Rivera of the Middle East- Making My Reservation
I’m making a reservation for the Rivera of the Middle East for 2028. On that date, G-D willing the President’s vision will become a reality for the world. This will be a time where the Gaza Strip will finally become a place of peace and prosperity for those who live there and even those who visit. The Palestinian people who return will have the opportunity to truly have a great life with U.S security, ensuring that terrorists don’t interfere as they did in the past. Gaza Strip, finally peace and prosperity for all a vision we all should look forward to
Mental Health Retreat- Bud ReBel Way
A Bud Rebel mental health retreat would be where those who are working through more severe issues and their family members can find peace, wisdom and improved health over a weekend. Here (below) are some of the ideal specifics to such a program.
(1) Women and Men would live separately
(2) No cell phones or devices that interfere with ones peace and growth,
(3) Therapy animals/Farm Animals would be there
(4) Music, Drama, Dance, Art etc therapies would be available
(5) Farm and/or Ranch type setting
(6) Clergy would have regular services
(7) Group and individual therapy would be mandatory
(8) Yoga and Tai Chi would be electives.
(9) Cold Water Therapy would be utilized.
(10) The food served would be optimized for mental health
(11) Mindfulness would be practiced
(12) Early mornings and early evenings
(13) A medical practitioner would insure prescribed medicines we17re taken.
(14) Those in “recovery” would lead some of the programs/discussions
(15) Schedule would be busy as one could handle
(16) Positive Affirmation would be practiced
(17) Reality training would be an elective as well
(18) No alcohol would be permitted.