I’m stupid, as the mirror will show it. I make many a decision that I know is wrong, but I am still emotionally drawn to it. It makes no logical sense other than I’m used to this abuse and haven’t found another pathway out. I know things won’t change, but I don’t have the resources to pull away when I should. Love is not only blind, but it’s also damn stupid at least in my mirror.
I’m angry, but nobody can know; even as everyone around me is exploding, I have to keep my cool. They can easily express how they feel, but if I do, I’m the problem. Honesty, it’s in their book with bright colors, but mine is hidden with invisible ink, although lately I feel that ink is seeping through. While others have the certificates, I have to act like a therapist 24/7 and don’t receive any compensation for my work, but a token of peace every once in a while. Is there anyone who will listen before I just lose it!!!
FOOTNOTE- Everyone can use a therapist, especially those who have to act like that in their daily life which is what is in my mirror now.
Does this song stay in your mirror or have you cracked through it? How much have you put on yourself or thrown on others instead? This song hits home way too many times in my past and I’m learning how to get it out of my life… well at least the lyrics.
Yesterday it was right there and now it’s just gone. Light turned to darkness as did everything between us. It appeared out of know where and suddenly everything was just lost. All the gains in the past dissipated like they never existed and were just replaced by pain and hate. Where did it go and when it will come back again?
Sorry for my brothers and sisters from the Elephant tribe but on this one I think are trunks should be down. The masks should come off unless their is a specific physical threat such as gas attack. Yes, I know you can be doxed but so can any other officer, judge and public official. This is just part of the standard risk you sign up for when taking on this position. Those that commit doxing type actions should be penalized to the fullest extent of the law but hiding makes people suspicious and that isn’t good in a democracy. You also should have your ID’s available when prosecuting a needed action because there truly is nothing to hide since you’re just enforcing the law. Maybe laws need to be tweaked here or there but this isn’t a policy we should die on a hill for and/or close the government down over.
You can bring unite the world to defeat evil but eventually they will forget. Just when you think you have a moment to rest on laurel defeat will appear at your table. It doesn’t matter all the work that you did in the past for they will only see what is right in front of them at that moment. For the haters are working extra hard to gain many a recruit.
Maybe you’ve proven all you need to do in your life and accept that you’re moment in the sun is good enough. You could on the other hand continue to strive though to change your reflection on them even if it’s a battle in a smaller view. People’s opinions, loyalty can change like the wind so remember there is always a mirror to look at and if you look good in it maybe that’s all you can expect in the end.
They really don’t fit but you’ll push them to. Even if these are pieces from a completely different puzzle you’ll push them together to fit your “piece”. It doesn’t matter if the sides don’t work you’ll use duct tape to make sure they do. Your narrative your puzzle a mish mash of some truth lies between but it’s one you won’t put together.
It’s only G-R-E-A-T!!! Imagine if every gesture in your direction was treated that way how much more happiness would be put in your cup? If one’s expectations were so low that even the smallest act of kindness would be BOLD and GREAT how would that add to your day? Maybe those that have “toxic relationships” can see such kind acts in a way that others filter away. It’s just G-R-E-A-T a way for your cup to be full even with a few drops.
Here is a test to see if you have a full blown case of TDS will you watch Melania the movie? You don’t have to be a fan of the President to want to see the behind the scenes of how the White House actually runs which Melanie does. It takes you up close and personal with the office of the First Lady which is interesting even if you wanted a different person to hold that position. Yet the same people who will watch a documentary about a mass murder are too disgusted to discover the path of one the most powerful woman in the world today. So take your first step toward battling TDS and see a movie that will heal you from the suffering.
*** Melania- Great music and behind the scene look of the White House although it went a bit too long for my tastes.
No matter how you slice it this bowl was less then “Super” and more like boring. The action on the field dragged almost as much as the half time show. Even the 8 million plus commercials left you for knap time. This one definitely didn’t live up to the hype. Bore bowl wanted to be a bit controversial with it’s half time selection but left one switching to Kid Rock instead. Bore Bowl for the sake of football let’s hope next year isn’t a repeat.