I decided to dedicate this blog post to my own journey through my mind and here (below) are some of the keys that I was able to pull out.
(1) Friday Day- Many personal and business problems had real estate in my head. Yet cutting the day a bit shorter to get a haircut allowed me to shed some of those negative thoughts especially the shave.
(2) Saturday/Shabbos- I continued to expand the amount of time I stayed at my Shul and enjoy the company. When one of my friends left I decided to join him without saying goodbye to the others. I later wondered why I didn’t take the time to say goodbye especially to the Rabbi on my way out.
(3) Father’s Day Concert- The turnout was poor and left me feeling a bit “abandoned” by the friends that I expected to attend. I cheered up quickly as I took a different view of “my private concert”
(4) Fathers Day- A difficult time with loved ones left with me negative feelings that evaporated as I took in others pain and suddenly made plans with a “key player” who I thought forgot about M-E. G-D has a way to bring messages when you least expect it.
(5) Kept looking for finding my keys that work. These include the lake, learning, laughing and listening.
FOOTNOTE- Key discovery- What one actually “thinks” is quite different then what one perceives is occurring in the “neuron pathways”