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That’s how I feel? When was I allowed to show that especially when the frown was not upside down. I kept bottling that word up or diverting it into another hobby so know one knew they existed and that’s just the way it was. Is it something I can “safely” let out now? Can I actually discuss what really bothers me on someone else’s mirror without feeling they will leave my stage? Will anyone actually pay attention to these words or will I just feel dismissed? Feelings really I guess I can give it a try. ?

Sometimes you just have to get away from your normal stay and that’s when “Hotel Room” by Axe And The Hatchetmen become your next stay. When your tired of the same plain feel this song can revive your spirit w a constant vibe that is just F-U-N.  So here’s your key enjoy your stay.

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I’ve sat in this seat and created this business from scratch but did I?  The workers are hired and fired upon my command yet is that truly the case? These products and services were brought to you by my decisions yet were they?

The truth is I might appear to have this “position” from the earthly vantage point but I truly know who is in charge. For my ability to perform any task is determined by the higher authority. The thoughts in “my head” can fall out anytime as I’ve seen with the most brilliant of minds. Problems don’t just arrive out of know where as do the “solutions” thereof. Yes, I have the title right here but the truth is I listen to higher authority. Now to make sure I take the time to hear the response with what is truly put on the board around me.

FOOTNOTE-  G-D please hear my prayers even when I forget who is truly sitting behind the desk.

I’ve been given this one last “opportunity” to finally do something with my life but I wonder if I got confused with the after instead. It’s M-E guarding this cell mate far deep under ground and it feels as if I’m the one in prison.  This “cell mate” speaks to me without saying a word and has gotten into my head.  His smile haunts me and I try my best to do my job and get out of the prison but he’s locked me in. Six months and I’ll be free from this path way down (below) that is if I can make it. Reality is getting all screwed up as this “last opportunity” just feels like trying to.

FOOTNOTE- This concept was developed as I listed to Bunker 8 podcast.

They’ve asked me how I am able to do this especially under so much pressure and my answer is simple I had ABB training.  I didn’t ask for this training and am not glad it occurred but at least it gives me the strength that others couldn’t match except if they have similar shoes. ABB training is unlike any training program out there for it can occur when you least expect it and if absorbed correctly can make the difference in any pressure cooker.  Only the few even realize their in this training session and it’s usually after it has occurred that one can see if they were successful. ABB training not what you want but what you do with it is what really counts.

FOOTNOTE-   I also have a doctorate in ATR training but that’s for another day. G-D willing I’ve been trained enough.

It’s time for us to play the game. We need therefore to pass the “Security Aid” package to the American people. It would be a one time disbursement to those who are having difficulty because of the need to protect our “country” today. We understand their pain and pass this disbursement to them to be released bef.ore the first ballot is cast.  Furthermore we will work to pass a 2nd disbursement check if we regain the House and Senate later in the year. These monies would come from the expedited future revenue of needed tariffs. All the Democrats would vote against it while the Republicans would vote for it. This would signal to the American people where to cast their ballots especially when the clock is ticking.