That’s how I feel? When was I allowed to show that especially when the frown was not upside down. I kept bottling that word up or diverting it into another hobby so know one knew they existed and that’s just the way it was. Is it something I can “safely” let out now? Can I actually discuss what really bothers me on someone else’s mirror without feeling they will leave my stage? Will anyone actually pay attention to these words or will I just feel dismissed? Feelings really I guess I can give it a try. ?