Do I take a day that starts at peace and bring it to confrontation as I said I would? It’s not like avoiding this confrontation won’t prevent another from coming on it’s just that at the moment their is peace. Denial is so easy when their is a covering even if it’s paper thin. The sad part is I don’t think they understand their own mirror which has brought the next to my heart and I desperately want them to look and feel even if it’s not possible. I’m honestly not sure if next is today or if it lays further down the line when the peace will be interrupted by their war.