I just want a moment to truly look but so many have stepped in front of my mirror. It’s a tough battle as the mirror itself is cracked and full of toxic fog, before any individuals with gas lights step in front of it. Yet I’m going to try and find a quiet place to look and see if I can make it silent inside so I can see what is really going on. Is my non-confrontational way keeping M-E from moving forward? Has my people pleasing not try to help myself? In other words my mirror is far from perfect so I can please look before you push more problems on it?