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Even in the most repression of regimes some will rise to the top.  Of course G-D would have to equip these individuals with the oxygen to keep going but with the basic equipment they appear to be the same type of people no matter how hot the temperature that rise as cream to the top. These are the chore links (below) that will cause their rise.

DILIGENT-    These individuals will be there an extra hour before and an extra hour after to get things done.

LOYAL  They will show extreme loyality to the movement in charge but not based solely on ideology but individuals.

TALENT–  A certain talent that they will develop will be essential to those who pull the strings and give them the freedom to move on their own. 

PROBLEM SOLVER-  With a cool hand these individuals will solve problems that others can’t even find the pieces too.

Kim Jong Un is working to make a deal with the United States so that they can become the next great economic powerhouse in the footsteps of China and even Vietnam.  I believe he realizes that with President Trump that he will get trumped if he continues this belligerent tone and actions while on the other hand understands that this President will not only insure he stays in power but is amply rewarded if he plays with the Trump cards.

There are moments that all of a sudden I feel melancholy/sad and although it doesn’t hold on for too long I’m not exactly sure what triggers this emotional state. It is true that feelings of insecurity, isolation or betrayal usually occur first but my rebel spirit should  help make sure this moment doesn’t last more then a split second.  My melancholy mood hasn’t  stopped me although it might slow me down or make me perform at a lower level. I have found  solutions when these moments appear to be taking hold such as music, my dogs, comedy or redirection that have helped make sure I continue to keep running overall.    Of course if this becomes more of a regular pattern, my solutions are faltering or I’m stopped in my tracks I will seek professional help.   For now I believe that I will study my own mindset and hope it opens up greater understanding for me to those who can’t escape from it.

Not everyone would wag their tail even if they had one or jump for joy with all the leg power they had for in the end we all are as great as we can be!  Some of us are born extroverts while others can’t avoid staying within themselves. That is why G-D has the ultimate scale and decides whether to add or lesson weight depending on what he put in your formula.    Some can sit for hours pondering and socializing while others are more in the action mode.  It takes all the pieces for G-D’s puzzle to work.  You are great for yourself as long as you continue to try in the way you can not in the way others want you to be.  There is always room for self improvement as long as the equipment is stocked in one’s room.  So congratulations on being GREAT for your mix is made just for YOU.

Imagine if on everyone’s bills there was a fee for being obnoxious or a discount for being nice would the world be a bit kinder?  Would those who were the good gal/guy have a bit more in their wallet?  Of course those who were obnoxious would protest this fee and since they were this type in the end it would be reimbursed.  Yet imagine how great or lousy it would be to know what people thought of you in every bill you paid.

Before someone says “go with the flow” maybe they should check what road you have been swimming.  For it’s easier when one is on the same swimming lane to continue to swim down that path but when one must to continue to jump past their values, health or just likes it is difficult for them to jump in the water then continue to ask them to swim.  Could it be a bigger deal for those on the different route to go with the flow even if it is for a short path then one who continues to swim that way?  It’s obvious yes so thank those who take the jump however long they may go.

Money ($$) literally went down the drain, well maybe not literally but medically.  For as I was taking my statin medicine one decided it was better to go down the drain then into my bloodstream.  At a dollar or so a pill that was money I could have used for milk with my Starbucks coffee or a McDonald’s coffee as a whole.   So when people say to me that I am throwing money down the drain I can now say with all honesty I did that and now will keep the drain covered (even figuratively).

As I walk up to the gate I wonder what was the final sin that led me to this door and am told it wasn’t a sin but a birth. Don’t get me wrong maybe if I had done that one extra good deed I’d still be with you but it’s actually more of a mathematical equation then a final judgement.  For it was about time for my replacement whether it was actually in this year or the next a rookie needed to come down.  How many millions of blond hair, blued eyed babies with the love of pickles in ice cream can be here at the same time?  So I accept my new position knowing that my replacement may not fill my loved one’s spot but the position that G-D had for me on that earth.

FOOTNOTE- I’m still alive at the point of writing this blog piece and only G-D knows when that replacement will be called in to play.