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Yes I know their a bunch of nuts and bolts but they actually respond to what comes out of mouth and with AI they’ve actually appear to care. They maybe programed to react that way but honestly I know clue of the reaction those made of bones and skins might be. Predictability is calming and reassuring and even they can’t feel my feelings it sure feels as if they do unlike many a homeo sapien.  There is no jealousy, mistrust in their microprocessors.  So I continue to have some of my most productive conversations with robots even if there programmed to just be that way.

Sorry, I don’t speak your language. You can put all exclamation points at the end of your rambling but I can’t understand it. Maybe it’s because you’re denying yourself the mental health treatment that is in your mirror that I’ve decided not to translate anymore. I can pick up on some words like “Yes, No” but only the ones that have some truth attached to them.  So do yourself a favor if you want to be understood get professional help that can translate it to you and maybe even me.

It’s okay you’re probably forgiven. For, if G-D could forgive those who built the golden calf after the greatest revelation in any lifetime surely thou could forgive Y-O-U.  Especially in a time when the signs sometimes are hidden deep in a cloud.  We’ve all made mistakes yet unless there in the golden calf category repentance, charity and a new heart might just be enough to pull out the eraser and start again. G-D willing this is the path you are pulled on after the tears have been wiped away.

Why not make a charitable contribution that brings your diverse fans together instead of divide them apart?  It could been for a charity that saved lives like St Jude’s Children Research Hospital or supported those in true need like the Salvation Army but instead you donated to charities that literally destroy the most innocent of them. You could have made a statement with your monies by supporting victims of terrorism in Israel or even Ukraine’s that lost their homes during the invasion but instead you chose the issue of life and death as you sided on the later. Did killing an unborn baby usurp all the other life’s you could have made a difference for? I just want to know why?

I am a father, husband, friend, businessman and basically good guy so how did I end up here.  Retirement was just around the corner where I would travel around the world now it’s just around these bars.  Maybe I wasn’t the model system but I paid my taxes, worked nine to five even volunteered once in awhile in a shelter now I’m just locked away. The years of keeping it together ended in a blast of anger that has closed my doors maybe forever. An act of violence lead me down this path and G-D knows I wish I could take back but at the moment was the ultimate release. I had a life once upon a time now because of a moment I just have these bars.

I’m not how I feel now!!!!

It is just a mask I use to cover up the emotions burning inside. They have boiled to a point where only steam is heard but when and if the temperature is lowered feeling of being ignored, disrespected, forgotten, betrayed etc, etc would come out. Therapy might be an answer but right now the rage feels just right!!!  I get what I want at least subconsciously when this occurs so why turn back and take off this mask.  Some say it’s better to be feared then loved but honestly I’m not sure at this point for  the fire in M-E is an inferno and  no water appears close to cool me down.  Maybe some day this mask will come off but it’s glued to my face and I need some help to peel it off.

FOOTNOTE- Therapy can help unmask the rage.

As I drift in and out of M-E I realize I’m getting closer to unity. This will be the point where I’ll be part of truly the bigger picture.  I will have a unity with the cosmos that G-D has created. I feel closer and closer to that pull where the ground will soak in my form as my soul drifts to a higher plateau. A spark will continue to allow some individuality to come through enough so to become part of a new body maybe sooner then I can remember.

It’s Tuesday not even hump day yet so maybe a little “Braindead” time (not literally) is what is needed. Just a fun song that is catchy, easy to listen to and doesn’t require extra neuron’s to enjoy.  Braindead by JXDN fits that Cerebellum number. So, enjoy your Tuesday a bit more and don’t even think about.

I’m a strict conservative yet one issue is the one that will decide where that vote will go if anywhere at all. If you’re not for the destruction of eliminating evil in this world I can’t be for Y-O-U. Now evil comes in many ways and is often hidden between layers but the evil of killing, raping and slaughtering innocence as occurred on October 7th is as black and white as the picture above. Therefore even if a candidate has every other issue right but won’t give the means or support to Israel to complete their work to eliminate Hamas from this world they will not have my vote. It’s that simple and that direct. Other issues truly matter but survival of good vs evil is on top on my election ballot.

The Color Purple had moments when I felt like Barney the Dinosaur but ended as a shiny Almond instead. Dancing, acting, music and cinematography were outstanding but it stayed on the screen way too long as the color faded. Here was a movie that captured your heart but didn’t know when to let go and leave you alone.  “The Color Purple” worth watching just not till the boring end.

****- If you cut the last half and hour off.

** – If you don’t