I’m not how I feel now!!!!
It is just a mask I use to cover up the emotions burning inside. They have boiled to a point where only steam is heard but when and if the temperature is lowered feeling of being ignored, disrespected, forgotten, betrayed etc, etc would come out. Therapy might be an answer but right now the rage feels just right!!! I get what I want at least subconsciously when this occurs so why turn back and take off this mask. Some say it’s better to be feared then loved but honestly I’m not sure at this point for the fire in M-E is an inferno and no water appears close to cool me down. Maybe some day this mask will come off but it’s glued to my face and I need some help to peel it off.
FOOTNOTE- Therapy can help unmask the rage.