The clock was ticking as all the signs pointed to the end yet Milk was what I saw. For, I was trying to avoid another conflict with my wife even as the world was on fire around me that Milk had to be found. Many a grocery store was hit by hurricanes, droughts, famines but I had to find the one which had 2 % before my marriage came to an end. Glory be I found the milk and was heading home but was stopped dead by the four horseman. Sometimes one misses the big picture when searching for Milk.
Today’s the day the red carpet comes out as “The Undead” makes it’s Oscars splash. Well not on their red carpet but on ours in the Tinseltown of Brooklyn, NY. So here’s to all those who put their incredible, awesome efforts in bringing “The Undead” to life and now it’s time to celebrate!!
FOOTNOTE– Sold out event
L-O-N-E-L-Y
In a crowded room where nobody hears my voice.
Dreaming of making it big without a whisper from even a mouse.
Listening to a song that four letter word love appears in a distant painful memory.
With a marriage separated by heart.
In a relationship that is kept together by a withering string.
Alone with fears, anxiety and just plain life.
I know in the end one may die alone but I never knew the dying would be years long.
I realize in today’s world that my devotion to trying to fulfil G-D’s missing isn’t as much about punishment as it is about L-O-V-E. For in the past mistakes were paid for with the ultimate penalty but today it’s about lowering the boundary between M-E and thy creator. I believe G-D accepts us at our level as long as we are searching in our way to lesson our boundary between the mundane and the divine. G-D is the ultimate awesome four-letter word and I hope my actions and words bring that L-O-V-E into my life and the one’s I love and try to.
I could be having the worst day but seeing you turns my frown upside down. Maybe it’s that tail wagging when I walk in the room that makes me feel as if this day is just about to get better or maybe it’s the silliness you bring back into a serious day that allows the anger, pain, frustration etc etc just melt away. I could pay for a whole psychiatric team or just look at Y-O-U and smile. I’ll choose that later.
I’m stupid that’s why!! Logically I know that things won’t change until you truly seek professional help but emotionally I cling to better days. For, the days that are good are pretty damn good even if I know the clock is evaporated before sunrise. I’m not even sure that the good days are so heavenly they’re just so much better than the hell I feel in-between. Yes, realistically I know this isn’t the only fish bowl but I’m afraid to swim upstream. Maybe we’re co-dependent where I want to continue to be your savior even as I’m cursed by the one I’m trying to save. Yet the waters I’m swimming in are getting more perilous so I have to stop running in circles and find a path out of this mess.
Israel has to be prepared physically, mentally and strategically to go into Rafah the last stronghold of the terrorist. Here are some things (below) they have to be concerned about.
KOOL AID EFFECT- The terrorist will try to convince the civilian population to drink the “Kool Aid” so that Israel and the world will see civilian deaths before any real attack begins.
BOOBY TRAPS- They have had plenty of time to set up booby traps and actual look for civilian deaths along the way so this is even harder to detect and destroy.
MARTYR- Those that have been brainwashed will feel there is nothing better than to give their life as a weapon.
PACE- The attack will have to be quick enough to keep those haters of Israel at bay but slow enough to avoid as many civilian deaths as possible.
AFTERWARDS – How and what will occur immediately after the destruction of the terrorist will determine whether they have the ability to G-D forbid be reborn again and if so at what level?
If you’re looking for a spectacular show, then a trip to “Back To the Future The Musical” is the ride you need to take. This is not a musical where the music or dancing take front stage but the humor, fun and incredible stage effects. It’s so much F-U-N that you have to see it live to feel it. This show breaks all records in technical achievement and showcases how Broadway doesn’t have to fit the formulas just entertain us to work. “Back To The Future The Musical” worth the trip to Broadway even if the traffic and parking is terrible but that’s another story.
He possessed M-E to take this journey away from my comfort zone into a whole new me. I’ve left most of my possessions behind carrying only those that fit in this knapsack. It’s a journey I needed to take but without his hand would only be dreaming of it. Yet, now that’s he’s gone I’m actually still walking. A new world awaits for better or worse at least I know it’s the true escape my soul has been wanting me to walk.
In hours our very existence will be in the line so for now will enjoy this moment. Letting that chocolate melt a little slower in my mouth, breathing in some cool air and/or just laughing with a friend a bit harder this moment won’t be wasted. For, in the end it might not come again so let my worries be put on hold from the future or past and just absorb where I am right here right now.