Cut by Black Veil Brides and Lilith Czar is your glass. This song is so powerful it cuts through your heartstrings the first time one hears it. Yes, it can feel raw and even graphic to those who only see the direct image yet, for those who can see the deeper cut its literally poetry. Cut by Black Veil Brides and Lilith Czar worth slicing into
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What do I owe in this moment? I can breathe, walk, eat, sleep etc etc…. etc. What do I owe the one who gives me this privilege while others are lacking? I’ve been born in this place with this starting spot at this time in this house where others had so much less to work with where should I go? I wake up feeling mentally good about where I am while another lacks the ability to walk past that lingering cloud that blurs their vision, where should my feet walk? G-D has given us everything and now let’s think about what we’re supposed to do, this includes the mirror I’m holding.
It wasn’t what was in that shocked M-E it was that nothing was expected in return? All my life I’ve attempted to earn what I receive and then suddenly you hand me “this” without any alternate motive? How is that possible? You say it’s just an expression of gratitude but I’ve been the one handing out. Kindness without anything in return honestly confuses me so I open with trepidation. Wondering what will suddenly pop out when I put my guard down. Kindness for no reason in return that truly is shocking and I have no clue what to do with it?
We can’t talk politics but you can? All my life people have told M-E to not speak about politics even as the other side is yelling. They said politics causes unnecessary division unless of course it comes from those who are in “the in”. The established elites would tell us what was “acceptable” and what could be censored (ex Covid, Election Integrity, Poll Fixing, Israel Defense). They held the goal posts that was until we started playing the game. Now we won’t be silenced no matter what the elite wants us to do. We don’t care that it “hurts” someone that we speak our truth for their mouths have never ever closed.
It might not be fair but the clock for productive “business” time is measured in $’s not numbers. One could spend hours trying to sell one widget or close a deal in minutes to sell a 100 of them, and that 60 seconds is truly what counts on this barometer . A person could be sitting on a beach and act on over heard conversation resulting in many a $$’s while an accountant is trying to just keep counting. It’s picking that “underdog” or “over sold” when know one else will act. One might cut losses to their team so they rapidly climb ahead. Business “productive” time isn’t necessarily about quality but quantity of the green stuff you don’t smoke. It is the main reason “socialism” hits a populist message. Yet although business “productive” time might make you rich it won’t make you satisfied unless it’s mixed with the quality clock as well.
I’m the one who leads so what happens when I don’t? In my personal life what happens if I just sit back and give someone else the keys will they start the ignition? I’m so used to calling everyone that I’m not sure my phone receives messages after 5 PM? It’s such a frightening concept that someday I won’t be able to move the needle forward that it will just stick in my hand. It’s great to be the boss but sometimes I wish someone else could drive my life because honestly it’s exhausting M-E.
It’s done and I can’t believe it! For, all this time I assumed it would continue indefinitely and then an extra “present” let to my sudden drop. Ok it was more then one present but they usually just forgave me until I crossed their red line. I thought these cute eyes would make them bend but no more. I guess I have to get used to it the bed is my floor but I still can surprise them. What the hell did I step in!! I told you I could small victories.
Me and Y-O-U are producing a story and how far it goes depends on your mirror. I’m writing the first line but are asking you for the next and the next etc etc. A donation page will enable donor’s to contribute not only to the story but the development into a podcast or even a film. I will match the dollar amount raised to get this project off the “ground” If the world has a writing block I’ll add the next line so we can keep moving forward. It’s time for your creative juices to come out for the whole world to S-E-E!! Now is the time and this is your baby!
I was never a teachers pet or earned my monies and look at M-E now ! I fit in with whatever the group did and was the most popular kid on the block until I lived on it. I spent endless hours finding excuses while you found reasons that there isn’t one. I was the first one to complain about injustice while you fought to proof yourself instead. When you asked me to do something you literally had to beg and when I agreed it was at a snails pace so I showed who was boss of… I sat around while you kept pushing and pushing. It even seemed like you enjoyed earning your monies ? I won but why do you have it all while I just have the scraps? It isn’t fair or is it?
When peace is upon M-E I work to produce peace upon thee. Sometimes I might even reverse the order so that good deeds allow at some added peace in the world even if my mirror is still cloudy. G-D willing there is a time before my chapter is written when my work on my both ends will be more of a formality, as thy higher power opens this light from sea to shining sea in any crevice of this world.