“THEY” exist and it’s terrifying as well as annoying! You didn’t spill the milk and not clean it up it was “them”. Of course you did your work “THEY” just ate it (not the dog). A force so diabolicial evil that they laugh everytime you are blamed for what goes wrong. “THEY” are the one’s who hid your keys and even left open the refrigerator. The only problem is you will never catch them in the act for they act before you can even think about it or the consequences.
G-D spoke to me today and at first I didn’t listen because I thought maybe it was just a coincidence yet twice was enough to open my eyes. It wasn’t with words that I heard G-D’s voice but through action that the lips moved as I have been blessed to hear many times in my life. Some of those words have been seen in miracles that I written about in the past ( https://budrebelproductions.com/2015/04/03/miracles-today/ ) and some through paintings I illustrate today.
I woke up at 612 on Shabbos and then went back to sleep only to wake up at 657 and I know you might ask what is the big deal? That is because we are looking at the clock with different eyes and souls. For 6+12 = 18 and 6+5+7= 18 as well, which in the Jewish faith is 18 or Chai/Life. On Shabbos I try to separate my life of work which consumes my daily thought to a higher life principle where I’m more open to enjoyment in the avenue’s I leave behind from Monday-Friday. It might seem a stretch to those who lack faith that this is the word of G-D but my ears are tuned differently. I hear these words telling me that life isn’t just about what you work for but what you give. A simple sign/word that G-D wants us to get up and live as we experience the greatness of the journey.
I might be opening a can of worms or snakes as I ponder “the memories of me” by the thousands I’ve touched in someway. Don’t get me wrong I’ve never acted in a way that truly brings shame to my name or values although I’m sure I touched on a few edges as we all have. Yet I wonder what others might have perceived of me in my most difficult times? Could I have been insensitive or even a bit cruel as I rushed on with life as others were facing a “life crisis” that left them with memories of me I would have hoped they forgot’? Did I act in a vengeful way when I felt wronged which left them with a perception of me which was far from my normal reality? I can’t control the memories others might have of me but I wonder what they were and if they were based on reality or the perceived reality that they will hold many years later.
Linda Vester has accused Tom Brokaw of inappropriate sexual advance which Mr. Brokaw strongly denies yet this opens the door to sexual advance as a whole. For one person usually has to initiate that first touch, kiss or what comes afterwards and another should be able to agree or back away. No of course is no unless that person suddenly pushes the yes on you. Sexual signals can be very confusing and in today’s time if you’re a single man you must always assume a yellow turning to red before even an extra glance is given. Don’t be surprised if there are more men going to prostitutes where a transaction occurs that everyone has agreed to in advance. A strong marriage is the key where two individuals commit to fulfill each others desires with love and tenderness over a lifetime but to get there someone has to make the 1st move which is more difficult then ever.
If you want to bring out the rEbel in me start speaking in absolute terms such as “never, no or impossible” except when it comes to faith. I believe there is only one who truly decide what is right and wrong as many of those laws are clearly written in the holy book. In most cases where people decide there is some wiggle room where I will try to squeeze through especially if there is an absolute connected to it. I don’t try to be a rebel but I hate when someone tells me I can’t be one.
Kanye West has opened a whole new world to people who might have listened elsewhere. Where other artists have closed their own door to those with differing views Kanye’s brave statement of support for the President has made those supporters turn their ears and minds unto a whole different genre music that they may have thought wasn’t willing to listen to them. This in turn should open up doors of conversations within various communities and maybe a greater chance of love, understanding and even a few dance moves as well.
Joe Ciardullo is just an average “Joe” who is taking on a Goliath of a battle against a 30 year incumbent in the House Nita Lowey. He doesn’t have the monies, name recognition or even standard party line to go into this battle but he’s got a great sling. For he’s just like you and me a person who wants to take on the Deep State to have it become our state instead. Whether it is run away spending that puts our country on the edge or a resistance movement that cares more about hurting the President then helping the country this average Joe will be there for us. Yes Joe is the David of our time but here is one who will make sure he doesn’t have to stand alone in this battle.
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Today was a day where justice was served in the case against Bill Cosby and injustice in the case of Ronny Jackson yet both verdicts were sad for completely different reasons. To see Bill Cosby a person who was a fatherly figure to so many with his own uplifting shows fall to such disgrace is truly sad. Of course if you do the crime you should pay the time yet here is another icon who has crashed and burned. What is more sad is when a person who has served his country honorable for years and years is destroyed by allegations from unknown sources as what occured with Mr. Jackson. The only good knows for this honorable man is that a dishonarable man Bill Cosby stole all the press coverage from him. It took years and years to convict Bill Cosby hopeful it will take less time to clear Mr. Jacksons good name.
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There is new medical research that appears to link certain anti-depressants with an increase in Dementia but I would still recommend taking the medicine even if that proves to be the case for the following reasons (below). Don’t get me wrong I would look into other medicines and alternative therapy that could supplement or substitute the work of these meds but until it’s proven I’d recommend forgetting rather then living in the pain.
(1) LIVING IN PAIN- I believe it is best to forget then wake up constantly feeling sad.
(2) SHORT TERM GAIN- It is true that by individuals seeking a short term fix from their depression that they might suffer in the long term but who knows how long we would be here anyway. Life and death can pop up when we least expect it.
(3) SUICIDE- While we don’t want individuals to suffer from Dementia, without treatment for depression many might end their life’s way before that would even be a consideration.
(4) SUCCESS- Even if successes are limited by the onset of Dementia at least some occurred while battling Depression in the first place.