I have to take the time to learn to “just think” in a whole different way. Meditation seems like the right way for this to occur as I learn to have my mind think in a more powerful way that takes me to a whole different place. Here are a few different types of meditation (below) that I hope to concentrate on in the next few days when I have a bit more time then usual. Hopefully I will learn to “just think” in a way never thought about before.
I miss you before I even leave the door. For your look on that face is a picture that stays in my mind as I’m about to close the door. Even though it’s the same look you give me many times in a day when I embark on my journey’s it appears you make it with even a more dramatic pose. The good news is when G-D willing I come back you’ll probably forget I left within licking minutes.
As a proud right wing conservative you will be shocked to find I actually agree with the Mayor on “No Meat Monday’s” but would put in on Friday’s schedule instead. Don’t get me wrong I believe the Mayor’s reasons are full of cow **** but the policy itself might just be right. Here are a few reasons the Mayor should have given (below) for his policy which would have smelled a whole lot better.
(1) HEALTH- It’s important that young people cut back on the amount of meat products they consume at least once a week with more healthy alternatives.
(2) RESPECT OF FAITH- Many Christians during the season of Lent can’t eat meat and those of the Hindu faith follow this path all year long. This can be a great teaching moment for our schools.
(3) SAVINGS- We will reduce the cost of the lunch program by reducing one of the most expensive items “meat”once a week and use those funds to help our children be actually prepared for the real world not a liberal concept of it.
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I want to be close to you but there are limits. For even though I want to be near you I’m feeling a bit trampled. Popularity is what I’ve always looked for but now can’t I have a little space as well. It’s not that you are doing anything wrong it’s just that I never realized how much I enjoy others in limited time periods. Maybe I fear getting too close where you’ll feel comfortable telling me things I don’t want to hear or maybe I’m afraid I’ll say something that will lose you forever. So it’s best we keep those moment truly special by limiting time within my safe space.
FOOTNOTE- Do you know where your safe space is or does it change like the wind.
I’ve been in the business world for over 30 years and although everyday is a bit different yesterday’s story is a bit hard to explain so don’t worry if you befuddled at the end or even middle. Yesterday unique merchandise came into our store and when a customer called to see if we had it I obviously said yes. The “customer” came in to pick it up but the manager refused to release the material because it was already reserved for their customer. So far I believe you’re following it. The manager then went to try and see whether their customer would take a bit less so my customer could take a portion for themselves and recovered the ticket of their said customer. This is when it gets very confusing. I promptly called the managers customer only to see my customer pick up the phone. It appears that my managers customer was my customer as well and everyone lived happily ever after except for the person reading this post who is now thoroughly confused.
It’s been 30 days since one of these has been in use and the world may never be the same. The funeral business is dead literally with layoff’s all over the place from morticians to grave diggers. Social Security payments appear to be coming short as individuals in the 90’s are starting to look for employment and those trips to see Grandma & Grandpa seem delayed as well. Life without death has caused many to put off writing those wills and ignoring their bucket list. Many religious are awaiting for their Messiah to arrive while others see the pews less full as their after life can wait a bit longer. How long this will last nobody knows but we can say for sure is many have not made this the best days of their life.
In a normal course of day there appears to be no appetizer for expression except if I take a side course of “Art”. Art allows me to let my true emotions come out without effecting the main course that is on my plate. Whether it’s anger, enthusiasm, love, envy or just plain boredom I can escape to that world for the moment without over cooking the one I’m in. Art is the side course I always must keep on my plate for these are the calories that keep me living in brighter colors.
Couldn’t I at least finish but then I guess I would have started something new. It’s just weird because I just assumed that this one task would continue forever and something else would take me away. I just assumed that it would end a different way not in the middle. Yet now I moved on and I wonder who will finish this li …
I believe my natural healthy weight might just be 157. What that means is unless I take drastic changes that could be unhealthy for my body my weight won’t fluctuate much from that number. For I’ve cut back on carbohydrates, increased my work out, lessened all drinks except water and still 157 seems to be consistently where I’m at. I might continue this for another month but if the lbs don’t come off any further I’ll conclude that this is where my body weight should be and to go back and sneak an Oreo or two.
Ever since I was child there was an inherent feminine trait in me that led to follow the path that everyone chose for me even as I hid my real feelings. It didn’t help when I chose my career in fashion with a partial ownership in a cupcake store as well. Even my parents accepted this faith as I became the star ballerina in my school yet I didn’t want to dance in this path. For I’m a hidden heterosexual that hides their true proclivity very well by saying I just haven’t found the right partner. In between I have a secret liaison here and there making sure I’m never caught. It’s easy when woman think that they are educating me on something I never knew. It’s really not that important now as I’m focused on climbing the path to success and don’t want anyone to use any excuses that would allow me to fall accept that I feel like a liar. One day the truth will come out but until then everyone will feel as if they really know me.