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You know the worst part of death is knowing.  All the mysteries have been solved about such key issues as what happens when one dies and whether all those “things” actually mattered.  There is no question of what reality is and isn’t because it’s right here for “eternity”.  You are part of a bigger story now, which has no storyline, just existence. Well, at least I lived and wondered before.

I know there is no time machine I can use, but can you still pick M-E up? This is just another example of wanting the things I previously took for granted. As I pick Y-O-U and hold you in my arms, I’m jealous that this can’t be reciprocated in my current timeline.  I also see history repeat itself as you appear reluctant to be held by M-E for too long.  Yet trust M-E, the too long isn’t long enough when you realize this part of your timeline has ended.  Another good reason to believe in reincarnation and see if this time I can get it right?

I relax here because I earned it and am proud of that!  While others around M-E might refrain from the “earning part,” I truly am thrilled about it!!! Some would rather just get a paycheck, but I want to know each penny (if still made) is earned by doing that extra lifting, even if those around me would rather nap. Don’t get me wrong, I’d love to get some help, yet accomplishing something is usually the reward I truly seek, and I don’t understand why others don’t have this mindset in their mirrors.

This is the way it’s supposed to look, but you’ve been holding on to M-E instead. You’re the one who came out later, yet I’m relying on you to save my day.  Yes, I still handle some of the bigger tasks, but I have to admit the emotional needs are reversed.  Sometimes life works out in a different order than what is expected, and that is the mirror we’ve been living through our entire lives.

Everyone was casually speaking after the memorial for my father’s passing, but something compelled me to act in a whole different way. My mother came over to me, and I just gave her a hug; suddenly, tears that had been held back flowed down both our faces. It didn’t fully end the pain, but it changed it from “I’m sorry” to “it sucked,” and there was a resolution in that feeling that I wish I had let out earlier.

FOOTNOTE- Unfortunately, this came out in a dream which reversed life’s order.

I’m asking Y-O-U what you can do for yourself?  You might think this is an easy question to answer, but to “truly” do so, you must peel back the influences of society, including family, friends, and the media. Trust me, it’s not easy because they’re glued to many of your neurons without you noticing. For example, look at the clothes that appear in your rack, the types of food in your pantry, even the job you have how much is truly what Y-O-U truly want, and how much has been influenced by others crowding your mirror? Understanding what is truly in your mind and soul will take time away from others and devices to seek the inner Y-O-U. Are you up for this journey, or will some influence tell you not to look?

FOOTNOTE-  I’ve only starting searching in my own mirror within the last few months and am still distracted by the other that has already decided for me.

While I try every way to walk away, you crush them. In other words, “avoidance” is my key, but yours is the slammed door. I tiptoe around, and you dive right into it. You almost get an “energy boost” from conflict while I tire out just thinking about it. Ying and Yang trust me don’t work with this formula.  I know conflict is a part of life, but that doesn’t mean you have to press the accelerator while I try to press the brake, does it?