Did I have two many or did I just see a duck with no pants on? Now that Disney World is allowing drinking at all it’s restaurants you might not be able to tell. Yes, the magic is back at Disney for those over 21 but remember that what goes down can go up and is Space Mountain the best place to test this theory? It might appear to be magic when it first hits you but you will feel the pain in the morning.
Maybe I’ve been hurt so much that I can’t feel the pain anymore in my heart. For just as a lobster doesn’t realize that the heat is rising so I feel that I won’t react until it’s too late. If I search behind my shell the pain will ooze out but my conscious would rather have it hidden so it can propel me to action that I can control. Yet lately the fault lines are opening and I’m afraid that my pain will only be anger at the end.
When you spend the last 25 years with the same person day after day there are definetly items you will forget. So to insure my mind doesn’t go blank before such time here are a few that come to mind. The list could be much longer but at least it’s a start that G-D willing won’t be finished anytime soon.
(1) FREE TIME- You have given me the space and time to think like nobody else because our hours and frequency can work at different times. This has given me opportunites and visions I would never have had with anyone else.
(2) TRIPS- We gone to places that I never dreamed of together and one’s that continue to drop into the bucket from Israel, Paris, Texas to Rhode Island. It’s been a trip worth seeing.
(3) DOGS- There is no way that our dogs would have had the life they have had without your continued care and love.
(4) SMALL THINGS- While others look to conquer the world you are happy just to go out to dinner or just be in loved ones company.
(5) HONESTY- Your expression is right there open to the world with no mask or pretense behind it.
Just as I put up my surrender flag on one pile another one returns. It is if this endless mass of papers can not be stopped! Horror movies may come to an end but papers can grow when and where you least expect them as they will continue to grow even after you’ve moved to an entirely new place. Piles we can live without but will be there even after all our white flags have been exhausted.
Today marks the anniversary of one year of “NOTHING” except millions upon millions of wasted monies. For even those most committed to the “Hate Trump” movement have to admit that nothing really profound has come out of 365 days of investigation except that millions of your hard earned monies have been burned away. Imagine Trump Haters if we used those monies to insure that poor defendants could afford a proper defense, retrain prison immates so they have to job to return to when release, help to build more drug treatment facilities or any other of your “good hearted” liberal causes instead of funding Mr. Mueller’s suits and airplane expenses. Maybe after a year we all can celebrate one thing that the time of unlimited special prosecutors with monies to be burned should come to an end.
Forget yanny or laurel for it’s obviously laurel now let’s discuss something more serious Chris or Bruce. I dare you to say Bruce with a NY accent and speed to someone not from this zipcode because they will automatically hear Chris. While Yanny or Laurel has something to do with computer speak this Bruce and Chris is totally human and confusing for so many. Which begs the question how many other words are we not hearing from each other or hearing them wrong? This is why we need the repeat button and even spell check to make sure what we heard is what we were supposed to hear in the first place. For it is not enough to listen but make sure our ears are not hearing things as well.
The “GREATEST” or great in many areas? Are you known as an expert in one field that only grows over time or have you spread those pieces of yourself in many different realms? Those that are the greatest in one field are known by those who follow such a field and sometimes even those who look in that area but over time others might step over that expertise. Yet those who are great in many fields touch many life’s in all different ways. These individuals become smaller puzzle pieces that when linked together might just become a bigger picture then the GREATEST at a later time period. Maybe it’s my lack of greater focus or just interest in so many aspects that have lead me to the path of the later. G-D willing my pieces won’t be so scattered that the image of Bud Rebel fades faster then those of GREATEST but if it does well at least I was there in many worlds for the moment(s).
Is this the latest trailer (below) that will trap you into a movie theater. Only showing you scenes that glue your eye’s and ears to the screen enough to purchase the tickets. Never revealing the scences that might just pull you away enough to wait till it gets on Redbox or dare I say Netflix? Only your viewing will know but for now you are totally sucked in with the best cheese in years.
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Take me to a place I never saw coming and keep me there with characters that entice me as they portray a different if not darker side of me. Movies such as the Fight Club, 12 Monkeys and Six Sense are just a few that have been added to my collective soul as well as a whole collection I have found on NetFlix. The latest if not greatest (for now) is 3 % which takes me to THERE !? so many times that I feel I can’t afford to stop watching. Yes, I have written a piece on this show in a previous blog but it’s worth mentioning again and again because it stops being that show which is again and again. You never see “IT” coming and when it does with such complex characters throughout you truly care why as well as what is next. Netflix continues to have shows that have done this too me including Stranger Things, The Dark, House of Cards or Fauda and now 3 % added to my addiction. Take me to the place and life will never be the same at least until a new show/movie arrives.
This is not how I actually look but this is how I often feel like an alien in a person’s body. For while others are expressing their emotions immediately I hold back as if I’m waiting for the invasion to occur. Day after day I keep working as if my life depended on it by them discovering what my true identity is. My mind keeps thinking as if I had an alternate brain on a different planet. Come to think of it maybe I am an alien in a human body.
FOOTNOTE- When I was a child I often pretended this was true because I had a special bump in the back of the ear that I felt other life could communicate me if they wanted. What if it was really true?