The faces might have a bit more wrinkles and gray hair but high school times still remain. For although the lines might be less deep there is still the cool, nerds, jocks and jokesters that remain among others and until some drop out of the picture the lines will still be there. People will generally associate with those in their clique when it comes to a meaningful relationship even if those outside could provide more depth. Some will continue to try to move into one group with a fancy car that doesn’t fit, or a personal trainer which adds more dollars to the trainers waste while yours stays the same.  While others learn to accept their role in life with pride which eventually moves them into the “cool crowd” even if it that doesn’t occur until they attend a senior school of living.

I’m just that one person in your life among thousands but I believe my color should stand out. For while others initially believed that a mistake was made I believed G-D choose this path instead. There were times where my color stood out in solving problems that shook your world and I was able to add a bit more balance before you fell.  A path where one time(s) I was privileged to save the day as others believed you needed more sleep and I saw a need to visit the hospital(s) instead. Which lead me to continue to watch you even from the crowd. I thank G-D that I can still watch you from the crowd and hope that someday even when G-D leads me down a different path my colors will still shine a bit in your eyes.

If you were the only one to pluck these hair strings would you continue to play? For do you like something because internally you really like it or have the external forces made you play their tune? How many times have you truly enjoyed something as the world around you thinks it’s a miss? Even when you are ready to play how long can you do it alone?  This is what a true rebel brings to the orchestra and sometimes is kicked out before the band even starts to play. A shame because once we listen behind the look beautiful music can often be heard.

FOOTNOTE- I wouldn’t play her tune as well but would love to look and listen.

I’m fighting a battle only I know that I’m fighting. It’s a fight you would never knew I was in if you saw me, well that is unless I was on the beach. Yet I have become obsessed with this  battle even though there is no way my opponent will be able to even hit me back. You might say it’s a battle for vanity but truly it won’t effect my appearance. I guess it was the boxing gloves that came in a liquid which put me in this ring and has me continuing this fight until I knock this toe fungus out of my toe… or my gloves/liquid get lost.

FOOTNOTE- This is just one of the battles I fight alone many others have spectators waiting to come in.

Before life actions occur it’s best to have a tester in the audiences because there are no cuts when it really begins.  The tester should not be overly critical as to have you walk a different path or too easy going that you walk in your bathing suit. Finding the right tester therefore can truly determine what success comes of the final action but just as important is as how seriously you take this test.  A tester may not be your final exam but can lead to those results ahead.