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I often try to push my limits in what I can do and what I can take but I drew my line in my teeth today. For I realized that I can take a punch physical and/or mentally but leave a crumb in my teeth and I crumble.  I can go without my phone, T.V. and air condition without complaining longer then most but without the length of a toothpick in my hand I will kvetch oh boy will I!  My mind can stay focused on a task as the world around me squishes me in but if that’s between my teeth that’s a whole different story. Many a line is drawn in the sand mine is drawn between my teeth.

If eye couldn’t see then I would only see what I wanted to. If my ears were shut then hearing cries and sadness would also be closed.  If my ability to feel was shaken life would be less rough and pointy. If my taste buds seized to exist nothing would be rotten or sour again. If my sense of smell was gone so would the scent of garbage be eliminated as well. And if I was no longer here I never would have to worry about saying goodbye to anything or anyone ever again.

FOOTNOTE- Enjoy every part of your life but if one part is taken away the cup can still hold some liquid and even G-D forbid the cup disappears at least those left behind can see some hope in this post.

Sometimes it takes a bomb to get rid of the smell then that is the time for DE-B-O-M-B.  Where one throw in the direction can get rid of the smell of someone who forgot there is something called a shower and soap.  DE-B-O-M-B would also be used in areas where let’s just say business was made.  Where others spray to get rid of the smell DE-B-O-M-B discretely eliminates the problem just as a silent one causes it.   DE -B-O-M-B would be packaged in small hand held 5 packs so that you can be the hero to people who want to breathe through there nose again.

They say we all must die but some individuals give others an incentive to shorten the time. Jeffrey Epstein’s is on such a list of many with $$ and the power to see that this occurs before his lips start moving.  Which begs the question whether someone in authority might look the other way and not “see” this sentence/hit carried out?  These individuals who have done wrong don’t want to be exposed and they probably understand that Jeffrey Epstein will sing like a choir boy even songs that have no tune just to spare some extra time in the slammer. That is why they might want him to swim with the fishes and/or wear cement shoes before this birdy reveals the whole truth and 1/2 truths that will kill them or at least their reputation.

I have hired  “trainer’s” to make sure I gain the muscle I want.  Their job is to make sure that I achieve my goals as safely as possible and that requires me to listen even as I have a bit of a “rebelLious nature”.  In the end if I don’t “generally” follow their protocol then I can’t blame them if I’m still a bit flabby.  For although these trainer’s are not actually found in the gym they are making sure I have the look that still “kills”.

Let’s face it in the end our money will fly so why not send it in the direction we want before hand.  That is the philosophy I’m living as I enter the near senior years of my life for who knows when that exact date will start.  I’m actually having $$’s thrown in directions that a bit more precarious then I would have considered in the past because the past is moving way too fast. You never know when the clock will tell you won’t be able to fly, run or even think anymore.  So I take a bit more risk and G-D willing the rewards will be reaped yet even if worse comes to worse at least my hands will be the one’s flushing while I’m still here.

I felt refreshed as it dripped down my body so why look at the color.  The cool opening of it flowing down my body as I took an extra deep breathe.   Yet when the breathing became a bit more difficult I noticed the scene wasn’t as a clear as I thought it would be for instead of water dripping down my chest it was a substance of red.  A substance that wasn’t refreshing but deadly as I attempted to breathe my last breathe  as I suddenly remembered the shot I took for a friend.

It happened today out of the blue I forgot I was wearing black. My hat didn’t match my clothes and for me that was truly out of fashion. Where was my Chameleon Hat that could have saved the day and my look.  Well G-D willing within a month or so this out of fashion piece will never happen again.  For I might be a ReBel but my clothes will match… again.