How long will my words disappear if I stop writing them? Will any of these blog posts travel days, weeks, months and years after the fingers stop hitting keys or is the writing existing as long as other writing replaces those words. All I know is some days it appears the ink is erased before it even hits the paper and other days who knows where it will lead.
You might think you’re rebelling from society but you probably feel you have to fit into “your own society”. Would a punk rocker wear a suit or would a goth woman decide for the day to bring some color in their light, I tend not to believe so. So even though you want to be an individual in the greater world are you truly being so in your own world or are you a follower there? Being a Rebel I try to have links in various worlds and make sure that one doesn’t take over my entire rebellious nature.
Your mind can control your behavior way after the stimulus has been removed. Just a thought of feeling tired can have your eyes feeling heavy in just a moments notice even after a restful night sleep. A bad smell can stay with you long past the flush. We have a tendency to hold onto thoughts even when there is no logical reason for this to occur. I believe it’s part of a self defense mechanism just in case these actually things or feelings suddenly sneak up on us. Yet if we can’t recover to the real world within a “reasonable” amount of time it’s time to get the help we need but the question is will we know it in time or will we trust another to tell us the truth even if our minds tell us something else.
When the “Onion” or “Weekly World News” publish a story does Fox News or Breitbart news put it on it’s pages? I dare say not so stop covering fake news from the “NY Times” and “The Washington Post”. If unnamed sources say that Donald Trump was an alien (not the illegal type) I’m sure the press in general would ignore such information so let’s be a bit more careful with reports in general from unnamed sources who have a couple of axes to grind. I tell my children that if someone called you a name that was obviously not true that you should consider it as if they called you a tomato and the way some in the news are covering Donald Trump it appears to be a whole vegetable garden which uses manure to help it grow.
It’s amazing that close to 50 years ago Jerusalem was won for the benefit of the entire world! This holy land is now open to people of all faiths as they walk and pray together. It was 50 years ago that brave Israeli soldiers, fighting against enemies from all sides that sought its complete annihilation, defeated the enemy and liberated the land with their own flesh and blood. Yet today some in the world community suggest they give it back. Back is the operative term for this city was nothing as it is today before the war for liberation with open sewage littering the streets and open to only those of one particular faith. Let us pledge and fight if necessary to keep Jerusalem in the hands of those who will revere it’s sacredness today and in the future, the Israeli’s. May G-D continually bless Jerusalem and all it’s peaceful inhabitants, protectors and visitors.
BREAKING NEWS- 5/20/17 -8:40 AM
Sources within the White House (Stretch) revealed that the President is using the IRS to target political opponents of his administration and that the Special Counsel Mueller will be looking into…. Wait please ignore this story this was the previous administration so everything is just fine ….WAIT
Sources within the White House (Stretch) revealed that the Administration has sold 30% of it’s titanium reserves to Russia this surely will be looked into as collusion with Russia and the Administration (Yeah) ….oops sorry this was the past administration and I’m sure there was a fine reason why. WAIT
Sources say that the NY Times and Washington Post have replaced Stretch as there secret source in the White House with Stinky who appears to have more of the smell of the type of story they seek to present. Here’s some images of their new top named sources.
BREAKING NEWS- 5/20/17- 8.27 AM
The source that has brought the NY Times, Washington Post & MSNBC breaking news on the Trump Administration collusion with the Russian’s is known as Stretch. Sources say that this individual has been feeding documents in the White House Lavatory with most evidence being disposed of there. Sources say that Stretch was motivated to act because of the White House position on removing illegal residents from it’s gates. The NY Times and Washington Post have confirmed that this source is accurate with the same facts they are using against the President. A sketchy image has come out (below) of this individual.
If you want to reach G-D is it best to pray in your own unique voice or pray with a traditional group? I believe the combination plan is the best for this outcome. With billions of prayers reaching G-D everyday you have to think one prayer done with a distinct voice must get through. Yet at the same time ignoring the needs of one’s own community can appear selfish and who knows if your one voice can truly tilt the answer. Therefore plan to join your local Church, Synagogue or Mosque and have your voice added to the choir but pray with your own song so that your words will get through on both scales.
Today I was given one of the greatest compliments I ever received “that I think in such a creative way that it’s hard for other’s to keep up with let alone comprehend”. Yet if some people believe that my mind has a touch of genius I believe it might also have a touch of insanity. Not to the point of seeking professional help but in a way that continues to bang into the same door even though the key can be found under the mat. Here are just a few examples.
(1) FEAR OF FAILURE- I rush to complete my work with the mind set that it will never get done even though experience teaches me that I usually complete it way before the work clock is set in anyone else’s mind.
(2) FEAR OF CONFLICT- My mind will assume the worst about a conflict even when such a conflict hasn’t occurred with a similar situation in the past. If a conflict has occurred I assume the worst even if it’s just for a short time. I’m doing much better on this front.
(3) ANXIETY OVER FREE TIME- I’m consumed with what to fill my or my loved one’s free time even if it’s just a few moments.
(4) MAKING THE WORLD HAPPY- It’s taken awhile for me to accept that it’s not my responsibility to make those around me happy in my presence.
Last night I experienced a dream where I was getting married and didn’t even know who this person was? I realized as I lay in bed trying to go back to sleep that I’m not sure how I got HERE? Yes, of course if I walked back through the steps of life I would see the pattern that got me to this place but in my mind I still find myself being that 16 year old boy trying to find myself. I might have a bit more gray and wrinkles yet too often I still search the world trying to find just the right shoe’s to fit in. How did I get here is more of statement then a question. Of course that leads to the next question am I truly going in the right direction or should I turn around/stop? Well as long as these feet are walking I guess I’ll continue down this path as my dreams question those steps.