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This (below) is what we should be looking at during the Lindsay Clancy murder trial for they are the ones not coming back.  I do not deny Postpartum Depression is something we as society must take more seriously and provide the resources to those that are suffering and Lindsay Clancy was an example of such a failure but at the same time she has lost all humanity. If there was any humanity left she wouldn’t put up any defense and just ask to be put out of her misery. She would never had taken the time to plan an act of such evil without truly calling for help.

Many good people have serious mental health conditions who still understand right from wrong and using Clancy’s defense stereotypes all those that are suffering .  There are points where a person acts in such a savage way that they lose the right to be called “human” direct murder of the innocent is one of those. We need to do a better job helping those that are suffering today but Clancy is behind such compassion. Let it be for those innocent children who are no longer with us instead.

That’s how I feel? When was I allowed to show that especially when the frown was not upside down. I kept bottling that word up or diverting it into another hobby so know one knew they existed and that’s just the way it was. Is it something I can “safely” let out now? Can I actually discuss what really bothers me on someone else’s mirror without feeling they will leave my stage? Will anyone actually pay attention to these words or will I just feel dismissed? Feelings really I guess I can give it a try. ?

Sometimes you just have to get away from your normal stay and that’s when “Hotel Room” by Axe And The Hatchetmen become your next stay. When your tired of the same plain feel this song can revive your spirit w a constant vibe that is just F-U-N.  So here’s your key enjoy your stay.

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I’ve sat in this seat and created this business from scratch but did I?  The workers are hired and fired upon my command yet is that truly the case? These products and services were brought to you by my decisions yet were they?

The truth is I might appear to have this “position” from the earthly vantage point but I truly know who is in charge. For my ability to perform any task is determined by the higher authority. The thoughts in “my head” can fall out anytime as I’ve seen with the most brilliant of minds. Problems don’t just arrive out of know where as do the “solutions” thereof. Yes, I have the title right here but the truth is I listen to higher authority. Now to make sure I take the time to hear the response with what is truly put on the board around me.

FOOTNOTE-  G-D please hear my prayers even when I forget who is truly sitting behind the desk.

I’ve been given this one last “opportunity” to finally do something with my life but I wonder if I got confused with the after instead. It’s M-E guarding this cell mate far deep under ground and it feels as if I’m the one in prison.  This “cell mate” speaks to me without saying a word and has gotten into my head.  His smile haunts me and I try my best to do my job and get out of the prison but he’s locked me in. Six months and I’ll be free from this path way down (below) that is if I can make it. Reality is getting all screwed up as this “last opportunity” just feels like trying to.

FOOTNOTE- This concept was developed as I listed to Bunker 8 podcast.

They’ve asked me how I am able to do this especially under so much pressure and my answer is simple I had ABB training.  I didn’t ask for this training and am not glad it occurred but at least it gives me the strength that others couldn’t match except if they have similar shoes. ABB training is unlike any training program out there for it can occur when you least expect it and if absorbed correctly can make the difference in any pressure cooker.  Only the few even realize their in this training session and it’s usually after it has occurred that one can see if they were successful. ABB training not what you want but what you do with it is what really counts.

FOOTNOTE-   I also have a doctorate in ATR training but that’s for another day. G-D willing I’ve been trained enough.

It’s time for us to play the game. We need therefore to pass the “Security Aid” package to the American people. It would be a one time disbursement to those who are having difficulty because of the need to protect our “country” today. We understand their pain and pass this disbursement to them to be released bef.ore the first ballot is cast.  Furthermore we will work to pass a 2nd disbursement check if we regain the House and Senate later in the year. These monies would come from the expedited future revenue of needed tariffs. All the Democrats would vote against it while the Republicans would vote for it. This would signal to the American people where to cast their ballots especially when the clock is ticking.

“Dolly Parton” was a legend in the entertainment industry, and many were deeply saddened by her loss, including me.  She was known for her unique musical style, unlike anyone else, but she was also willing to lend her voice to other artists in incredible collaborations. She was also an actress, businesswoman, and philanthropist who gave so much in everything she pursued.  May G-D bless Dolly Parton’s loved one’s and the community at large with her wonderful memories and the knowledge that she is performing for the greatest one of all with those smiles that will live for eternity.

Is it worth your life?  We all take risks but how far we take it is the question?  Is it so important to top that person that one is willing to go 6 feet under?  As the years go by I sometimes wonder the steps I’ve taken to show loyalty, proof I wasn’t one who laid an egg, or just dared myself which could have ended this story years before I wrote it.  Generally, I don’t regret the risks because I survived and had an adrenaline rush along the way but wonder if yesterday was today would I do it again. Here are some risks I’d reconsider.

(1) Car Surfing – Definitely would be out of my drivers list

(2) Blizzard driving- When you can’t see in front of you it’s time to turn off the engine.

(3) Hurricane testing. If there is a hurricane in progress I’d stay off my the deck.

(4) Wobbling Climbing- If the ladder is dancing it’s time for you to get off the floor no matter what the customer might need.