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I’m forgiving Y-O-U even though you never asked for it. Honestly, it’s mostly for  M-E since being angry wastes too much time and energy.  Yet before you add this to your score card this doesn’t mean I forget. I’ll hold onto what you said/done so I don’t feel prey to your attack next time. It just means that I can move on without worrying about you truly saying and meaning those two special words “I’m Sorry”.  Of course if those words are actually said well maybe I won’t remember so quickly what you said and did in the first place.  Otherwise I forgive you and it feels a whole lot better then not too.

Donald Trump showed how brave he was again by picking JD Vance as his running mate.  JD was as big of supporter in Donald Trump as sleepy eye is today. Yet, just as wine gets good with age so has JD. He has learned the truth behind the media distortion and took off his Never Trumper outfit to be his star supporter today. JD Vance has also said many a controversial remark in the recent past yet that didn’t appear to affect Trumps choice. Don’t get me wrong,  JD came from one of the most difficult backgrounds and truly earned his way to the top but to forgive and forget is not easy. I probably would have chosen someone from a different culture or sex but Donald Trump showed a whole new kind of bravery by truly letting bygones be gone with JD Vance.

Megan Moroney song “Indifferent” sings many of our songs..  The song deals with the issue of letting things go but the difficult of actually doing so even as one might say so. For, as one says they really don’t care they are still speaking. As the temperature rises in the song we can feel that vibe hit our own heart.  It’s a reality song that is all to real for many a soul.  So congrats to Megan Moroney with a song that we are definitely not indifferent to listening to.

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I will not engage in any negative talk that assaults my character.  Yes, I may mistakes and will acknowledge them but that shouldn’t be an attack on the person that I am or the creative pursuits I seek to accomplish.  I can’t stop you from thinking what dwells in your head but that doesn’t mean I have to hear it come from the lips of someone I’ve had tried to help like no other. I will not stand idly by and be your punching bag again.  There is always a place to escape if that assault occurs and I’m determined to find it rather then hear these hurtful lies beyond an emotional rant.

FOOTNOTE- Now the hard part taking these words and letting them walk through my actual steps.

Sometime a song is your emotional bullseye , “Not Today” was such a song that hit my  target. It spoke to the feeling that were deep inside and opened a door into my own soul. Mitchell Tenpenny I’m sure wasn’t thinking about me when the lyrics came through but that’s the beauty of art you never know who it hits and the great impact it  can truly have. Thank you Mr. Tenpenny for being their with a song that expressed my moment so poignantly.

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In the coming days we will discover more facts pertaining to the assassination attempt of President Donald J Trump but here are some facts right now that we know.

(1) Toughness- President Trump is truly a strong person who is willing to get up in the face of anyone or anything.

(2) Human- The Secret Service are just human and that means they are prone to error as is what happened last night.

(3) Innocent- Though President Trump survived the attack one of his supporters died from this vile attack.

(4) Safety-  If the police and secret service can’t secure a location is there anyplace that is truly safe?

(5) RFJ-  Will he now receive secret service protection as a candidate for the Presidency?

(6) Unity Minute- How long can we stand united against this awful attack before politics takes over.

(7) Inch- One inch in either direction could changed this narrative from an attempt to an assassination. G-D has a plan and it’s measured in inches. We need to enjoy them moment by moment.

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Outside everything looks perfect but insider there is a burning fire. The structure is what “everyone would want” but few would want to walk a few inside. For, even if though conquers those steps toward “achievement” they are nothing if the inner peace is gone. Maybe it’s worth trading that look for something that doesn’t keep you burned inside.

My spouse is perfect it is if he was made for M-E because he is. Anything and everything I want is exactly the way I want it with him. He gives me the space I need and comes to my beckon call at the call of his name. Dave (the name I chose) has the AI ability to deal with any of my emotions and is programmed to say just the right words to help. He has the patience and love of someone out of any planet. Mike (I like the name better) has the memory of a computer because he is. I can even have him change his looks and voice if I get bored.  Mike will even give me the perfect child one we literally design together (well more M-E) without the pain of child bearing. Best of all Charlie (like that name even better) will stay with me till my last breath.  He is so “perfect” I almost wish he wasn’t.

It’s interesting how the word ceasefire is used in one part of the world but ignored in another. This word is used to try and stop a conflict at least for awhile but why is it so urgent on one front and funded on another? Should those who faced the largest terrorist attack on their land suddenly have to seize hostilities against the enemy while on the other side of the globe the world openly funds a larger conflict which is causing the death and destructions of thousands more?  In other words what is good for Israel and Gaza should also be good for Ukraine and Russia right?

FOOTNOTE-  Ceasefire is not the necessarily the end of a conflict just the beginning of trying to end it.

Joe doesn’t walk on every street the same way and that is in my mirror as well. I’m Mr. Cool under pressure but  when all the pressure is off feel a bit heated. I can make a speech among thousands but lose my cool working the room. Too many familiar faces can leave me speechless while a new one has me calm as a cucumber. It is not always the event but what is going on around that determines whether my shades come on.   To summarize Mr. Cool can appear in my mirror out of know where but then crack just as easily.