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I’m not stupid I understand I’ve been beaten but where else can I turn. No one else will want me after all the mistakes I’ve made. I look forward to the moments in between the storm and know there is sunshine out there … somewhere.  Maybe I don’t deserve that warmth for they have been the only one to truly show they care even if it feels as if that was years before. Anyway I’m used to the pain it’s the small pricks and needles that have become my daily routine but it’s all I truly know and it could be worse….right?

FOOTNOTE- Faith has a light for us all.

In someway we all pay to be heard. Whether it be paying time and monies to be in a group that shares you’re ideas, philosophy or creative desires or having a professional sit down to listen, ears aren’t free.  Talk isn’t cheap if you want to get someone’s ear especially if that person has an MD or ESQ after their name but sometimes your words can’t be ignored for those words can tell whether you’ll be staying here or moving to a different location.  In the end we all pay to be heard it’s only a difference in who we want to listen  and how much we are willing to pay.

Harvey Weinstein accusations are despicable and justice should be sought that’s why  if he had a 1/2 brain left instead of his smug ego he would be on a flight tonight for an extended vacation in “Cuba” or some other country that will secure his freedom even as an arrest warrant is issued. The accusations are adding up and it appears that an arrest might be only a few days away so why would he want to spend his time in jail instead of the sun.They probably would welcome his film talents in Cuba or  Russia as well.  Of course his mind is all full of his own “ego” so he’ll probably stay and face the music of steel doors slamming before his eyes.

You want to make a film but don’t have the capital for a “named star” or do you? For there are is much talent sitting on the bench waiting to be discovered or given a 2nd chance to run with the ball. Here’s a few way to grab the talent you desire without emptying out your piggy bank.

(1) CELEBRITIES- family- Michael Jackson may not be around anymore but his children still have the public attention. The children or family members of the stars may possess some of the talent and star power of their siblings without the expense.

(2) CELEBRITIES on the wagon- Today that wagon is getting more full by the day and you have a pick of actions you can accept (sexual misconduct, drug & alcohol abuse, bad words etc) and they all can be had at bargain prices.

(3) CELEBRITIES on the right side- Those who happen to kneel a bit differently then on a Hollywood street have the name recognition in a market ignored by many and at savings $$ for you.

(4) CELEBRITIES in a different field/market- They might not be a household name but those in their niche market love them and will go out of their way to see them perform even if it’s not on their “racetrack”.

We mourn the death and injuries that occurred at an uptown Chicago Starbucks but hope at least this pain won’t be in vain. For Chicago has some of the toughest anti-gun laws on the books and has one of the highest crimes w guns in the country.  In a strange irony “Starbucks” has one of the most anti-gun policies for a corporation in the country and this is where this evil occurred. Maybe it’s time the political leaders start insuring that the police officers can enforce the laws on the books instead of making new ones and have justice system that is not a revolving door for criminal gangs and miscreants as well.  For let us remember a gun is just a tool that can be used by good or bad individuals let us use our resources to insure that only the later doesn’t possess it.

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Sitting in the corner know one would expect what was in my mind. While others spoke the word I kept quiet deep in the world I was creating and destroying. Contemplating moves step by step so when need be I would act as a snake biting and sucking down it’s victim only to slither away back to my quiet spot. I kept quiet while they spoke in their brash ways absorbing all their energies without opening my mouth.   Know one would ever suspect it was me because I’m the peaceful quiet child and that is what I always wanted them to think now and in the future.