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I entered the Tesla World and it’s like no automobile planet I’ve ever visited before.  In this world the test drive was a full drive in which you got to experience the car from all different angles. A car that drove like none I’ve ever experienced with so many differences from your standard automobile that I would have to write a book to describe them. This world also had one price where  bargaining didn’t exist.  The only conflict is once you enter they want you join quickly with delivery of said product before you actually landed home. Tesla might just be the future for all automobiles I’d just like to experience it at a slower pace.

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Today I’m locked out all because I took another computer. It is if my works have never existed at all as I can’t figure how to get to them. My mind is the bars which won’t allow me access to the crazy passwords I’ve invented and saved on my other computer. Oh well at least this is a cell is a whole lot more comfortable then the one’s with actual steel bars.

I often wear clothes that don’t really fit me. It’s because I look at what others are wearing and feel why shouldn’t I enjoy it as well.  It could also be the influence society and others put on me that causes me even to go shopping in the 1st and 2nd place. Yet once I put them on I find they really don’t feel right. I guess that’s why I have a large wardrobe but in the end still wear the same clothes over and over again. If only I could just be happy with what really fits me instead of trying to fit into other clothes I’m sure I’d be much more satisfied but I’m still looking to find what truly is my look.

I miss you before I even leave the door. For your look on that face is a picture that stays in my mind as I’m about to close the door. Even though it’s the same look you give me many times in a day when I embark on my journey’s it appears you make it with even a more dramatic pose.  The good news is when G-D willing I come back you’ll probably forget I left within licking minutes.

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I want to be close to  you but there are limits. For even though I want to be near you I’m feeling a bit trampled.  Popularity is what I’ve always looked for but now can’t I have a little space as well.  It’s not that you are doing anything wrong it’s just that I never realized how much I enjoy others in limited time periods.  Maybe I fear  getting too close where you’ll feel comfortable telling me things I don’t want to hear or maybe I’m afraid I’ll say something that will lose you forever. So it’s best we keep those moment truly special by limiting time within my safe space.

FOOTNOTE- Do you know where your safe space is or does it change like the wind.

I’ve been in the business world for over 30 years and although everyday is a bit different yesterday’s story is a bit hard to explain so don’t worry if you befuddled at the end or even middle.  Yesterday unique merchandise came into our store and when a customer called to see if we had it I obviously said yes. The “customer” came in to pick it up but the manager refused to release the material because it was already reserved for their customer. So far I believe you’re following it.  The manager then went to try and see whether their customer would take a bit less so my customer could take a portion for themselves and recovered the ticket of their said customer.  This is when it gets very confusing. I promptly called the managers customer only to see my customer pick up the phone.  It appears that my managers customer was my customer as well and everyone lived happily ever after except for the person reading this post who is now thoroughly confused.

In a normal course of day there appears to be no appetizer for expression except if I take a side course of “Art”. Art allows me to let my true emotions come out without effecting the main course that is on my plate.  Whether it’s anger, enthusiasm, love, envy or just plain boredom I can escape to that world for the moment without over cooking the one I’m in.  Art is the side course I always must keep on my plate for these are the calories that keep me living in brighter colors.