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These are the words that will not come out of your mouth even though they are the ones that will save Y-O-U.  Others will freely speak them even though they have nothing to do with what actually occurred, but I guess your mirror is inside out.  You hear it often enough when sent to your ears, but your own mouth is zipped close.  It’s bizarre because if said and actually meant sunshine would probably appear where there is much darkness, yet stubbornness persists to your own determent.  Well all I can say is “I’m sorry” that thy words are not part of your CO2.

The Three Little Pigs were in M-E until I built my own Platinum house. For, my first house was built of straw as I was affected by your wind and it blew me down from my world every time you had your wolf moment.  I then learned to build a house of straw to withstand your ferocious attack but that only lasted a bit longer. It has taken me years to build the brick house but even that was strong enough to keep my bearing when your attack occurred. Now, I have a Platinum house and G-D willing this will be strong enough to bear any of your attacks but I’m already “Googling” my next substance just in case I accidently leave a window open.

I don’t not what it is but I’m drawn into the HBO Series “The Penguin”.  Yes, I can say it’s the mafia influence that has me looking for the next hit but I believe there is another bullet in the chamber. Many of the characters are very interesting and complex so much so that I’m pulled into the main character’s favorite dessert and let’s say it’s cold like him.  I only watched the first episode so who truly knows where this will end up but for now it appears bullet proof and I’m no matter who they take out.

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“Speak No Evil” is a film that one should speak about. The characters are so interesting that one is drawn to the action on the screen not the other way around. Yes, the ending is predictable but how we get there is what keeps the viewer on this roller coaster of a ride. For, even if we sorta know where we are going the ride is so fun to take.  “Speak No Evil” I’m speaking and it pretty damn good.

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Is my life written before I can even grab a pen? How much of what I’m going through is based on the words and deeds of my life or those that came before? Why should I be judged by the sins of the past when I wasn’t even there to try and stop them.

I believe G-D can put down that pen of judgement that our predecessors might have left us once we show our true colors through trial and tribulation.  It can be our story but we must get through the moments that might be behind our control to change the path that appeared destine for us to walk. Our ending might appear to be written by many who start reading what came before but G-D can plan a whole new path that we are actually writing today.

I don’t know actually where I’m going but I know that it’s not the same place I’ve been. For to do the same thing over and over again and expect a different result is a path I’m getting off. Step by step I walk because there is so much baggage that is just to hard to lift it all out of the way.  Yet, the journey is occurring and I’m finally going to break “free” to be truly M-E!

The gates of heaven opened up to me and those that fit my ideology. That’s right there was no heaven based on one’s faith or deeds except when it comes to the voting booth.  Yes, I guess taking out the recyclables might have helped as well but that bumper sticker o put me clearly on top. Heaven is a political place and I’m sorry to say that many friends voted themselves out.

FOOTSTEPS-  I guess we won’t know till we actually walk those steps.

When you know you have to “leave” but need the “support” to  get there maybe it’s time for a “Break Up Counselor. No matter whether you are co-dependent, conflict avoidant or other issues a “Break Up Counselor” will give you the tools to stay strong during this difficult part of ones life.  “Breaking up is hard to do with this help maybe it will be a whole lot easier.

I’m just an “average kid” with a unique ability that everyone wants me from M-E. As my predictions on sports bets actually come true. The key though is I truly have to want that to occur. This has created great opportunity and great peril to me and my loved ones from gangsters to governmental intervention.  Once the news came out I felt the full effect of the law and those outside of it. If I only kept this power hidden a bit longer I might have been safe but now I’m in hiding hoping that somehow it just goes away and I can be normal again.

FOOTNOTE-  This is not my true story but the dream and curse of many a sports fan. 

My GPS says it will take 5 hours for me to get home that’s ridiculous since I’m just basically a mile away? I mean what could happen that would …dammit, I just got stopped by the police for speeding!! Get out of the street deer! Now you’re going to sit down with your whole family. Well I’m turning in no time and… shit, that tree nearly hit my car and the road is blocked. Well at least I’m turning into my house and it’s only been 5 f’nkin hours!!