I’m committing myself to petting my dog a bit longer. A few more pets might help lower the blood pressure and allow us both to live a bit longer as well as happier. It is true I might be a bit later in my life’s work but at least I will have lived knowing I put my hands to a good use if not wet use. Stop licking me!! Well I guess one more lick is okay as well.
PLEASE HOLD ONTO IN CASE I’M NOT HERE ENOUGH TO LEAVE MY REQUEST
If G-D decides it’s time to take me home or it appears the bus is starting to move and I’m unable physical or mentally to tell you what I desire I hope these notes will come true.
(1) EXPERIMENTAL TREATMENT- I do not want to be burden on my loved ones in either deciding it’s time to be with G-D or keeping me plugged in therefore I ask that any and all experimental treatments be used to try to keep me here in some way. To the point of water treatment where my body is submerged into running lake water or Chocolate (I will still probably love) to somehow restore me to life.
(2) PRIVATE NURSE- I don’t want to burden my family with undue expenses in my final moments yet want to live as far as I can go so a private nurse maybe shared with another might be the best way to go…literally.
(3)FUNERAL- I ask that my hats be led in but my body be kept in a separate ventaliated room so all including Kohen’s can pay their respect and say what they want.
(4) TIME- I’m sorry but I don’t want an exact hour for the service to end but want an encore for those who might want to say or sing a word or two.
(5) MONIES- I hope to have a formal will but if somehow it becomes lost or confused I’d like to make sure monies are divided annually over-time so they can accumulate even if I’m not here. Of course helping them with any tax burdens that might occur on my passing as well. Plus charitable contributions I hope to set up.
(6) LIFE- Every 10 years there should be sometype of celebration which should be loads of fun for all those who participate in it and even a few tears.
(7) VIDSTONE– I’d like a vidstone with words from the blog, pictures of me with loved ones and moments that were truly special.
Sending an email is such an exact science with one . , z or – missing the whole piece goes know where that is until EMAIL2. For EMAIL2 will send multiple versions of the original address to insure it is actually delivered. Furthermore this artificial intelligent technology will hold that correct address in it’s memory so even if you forget the letters, dashes and dots in the next emial EMAIL2 will remember. In the future your brilliant points will come across and read by sender even if you miss the . or -.
FOOTNOTE- EMAIL2 logo is just a representation of the type of artifical intelligence that I’m looking to develop.
Today was the toughest day to observe my Kohen roots for the tradition divided me from my family. A Kohen is related to Aaron, Moses’s brother and is such has a special religious role as well as restrictions one of them is not to be in contact with the dead except immediate family. My wonderful Aunt is not considered immediate family by religious authority and as such I was not permitted to go to the funeral or grave site even though she was also my mother’s identical twin. While I observed this faithful pattern the other Kohen’s in the family didn’t honor this tradition which I felt might put a barrier between the faith and my family. Thank G-D this didn’t occur as I worked to do whatever I could in order to show that I truly cared deeply and felt their pain. Whether it be helping set up the Shiva, purchasing items for those who couldn’t eat otherwise or just being an extra warm hand when a cold wind passed it was great to be able to assist in some way. Faith can create barriers to some but my family found a way for us reach over those barriers with love and greater understanding.
My mind drifts along the small details as it FLYS to the BIG PICTURE. The details of how, when, where can be overshadowed by the WHAT & WHY? It’s the vision in my head that allows me to see the BIG PICTURE even if takes many smaller pictures to get there. Maybe that’s why some of the pictures are still just hanging in my head waiting for others who can draw the details to help bring them to a heartbeat.
As I attend my Aunt’s funeral at a timely age of 86 I realize it’s still never the right time so enjoy the good times today. Go for your dreams before you’re eyes shut either for the night or a longer period of time. Never have a doubt of what could have been or should have been but do what you can to “TRY”! You may believe others might judge you for your losses and wins but the ultimate judge will decide by how many times you get up to the plate not the score at the end of the game. So make today the right time because you never know when this rollercoaster will stop before you reach the top.
I’ve been dead for so long I’m starting to forget when I was alive well, technically. For death is more lively then life itself. From the first moments you enter after a step in the hot stuff (depending on the path you took before) you are working like never before. You’re assigned a special task based on the skill set you’ve developed on earth so when people say G-D needed a carpenter trust me there is some remolding to do. Yes we are angels in someway trying to influence people to what we perceive is their chosen path and unlike G-D we get it wrong more often then you would expect which leaves it to G-D to straighten it out. G-D can straighten out even the biggest mistakes we make as we see with the establishment of the United States and Israel. Hey, it’s not all our fault you have the free will to make the final decision even if we have the wind blowing in a different direction.
FOOTNOTE- I’m still alive (I think) just giving you a different perspective on life and death that might be occurring right now and in our eternal future.
Now that President Trump has pulled out of “Iranian Nuclear Deal” what will be the consequences? Here (below) is how I see the outcome of this decision effecting the United States and the world.
US NORTH KOREA SUMMIT- Kim Jung Un will see that the President isn’t afraid to walk away from a deal even if the world might appear to be against him. Therefore he knows he has to actually put Nuclear Weapons on the table or the President won’t sit down.
IRANIAN GREEN MOVEMENT- As the economy in Iran gets squeezed with new U.S. sanctions, the call for revolutionary change will get louder and louder . G-D willing this will be enough to overturn this evil regime but even if this doesn’t occur a greater amount of resources will be needed to keep the regime in power so less will be used to support terrorism aboard.
PRO IRANIAN DEAL COUNTRIES- These countries will have an extra incentive to try and rework the Iranian Nuclear Deal that includes no sunset provision, unfettered access to all Iranian Nuclear “activities”, banning missile testing etc within 90 days so their countries won’t be hit with the U.S sanctions as well.
SAUDI ARABIA & ARAB ALLIES- They will increase the shortage of oil that the new Iranian ban will impose limiting any long term price increase and strengthing their ties with the United States.
ISRAEL- The short term security of interest might be tested as Iran tries to prove it’s still a world power but with it’s economic resources dwindling the long term outlook is much brighter.
The President is brash as well as crude and his closet might even have a skelton or two in it but we need more individuals like the President in public service. Individuals who have earned the resources in the private sector that they won’t look to milk us in the public sector. People who may not be as tactful as your standard politician but a whole lot more honest with their own thoughts. We need politicians who will fight against the deep state even if that state will try to swallow them up. These are the type of individuals who truly want to get some things done not make it seem as if they have done something. Most importantly we need individuals who have not sought the office but the office has sought them and in the end will be happy they served and just as happy when they leave.
As anyone who knows me would understand I’m not a bid advocate for the use of drugs but when they work you perform better. For example yesterday while I was on my pain killing medicine I could make it to the twelfth round today I’m not sure I can make it in the ring. It’s great to grin and bear it but if you having something that makes you smile more then your grins will be much bigger. Pain tells you much especially that it times for some pain killers as the blog post is telling me now.