Let’s face it the unifying quality that unites all liberals against the President is his vernacular. They would prefer the language of a scholor or an aristrocrat rather then the common droll of the people. Don’t get me wrong if the President did speak with a silver spoon in his mouth they would still find reasons to detest him but since he brings his message directly to the people in their own language that is even something more they hate or is ….it fear.
Some people may think I’m a bit cold but that’s only because I don’t want this tank to over heat. For when a person is full of rage they can utilize all their energy to keep the anger going until their tank needs a complete refill. The crazy thing is that energy can expire so fast that a person is stuck in park not moving anywhere. In general I hope I’ll stick to the cool and calm so that this car will keep going as far as G-D allows the mileage to run and only take my foot off the pedal when the heat really burns me up.
One of the most difficult concepts to incorporate in one’s life no matter how faithful their appearance might be is that G-D is always their. G-D doesn’t take a bathroom break or time off to catch up with the latest Netflix show but constantly has you in the view instead. It’s so difficult to ponder this thought as we go through our daily grind “to make it” without falling of the cliff. Yet putting this prospective in our life free’s us of the worry and fear that keep us from achieving our goals or just maintaining a healthy balance. True faith doesn’t necessarily come from the clothes we wear or the food we eat but putting this concept in our 24/7 day we live.
I might just discover this weekend whether the talents of the theater business can transmit to the television and/or film craft. This weekend I’m planning to sit down and meet an individual who developed a script from below the ground when it was less then an idea to it’s frution on the stage. If our styles come together we might just find a way to develop a project that is as lively and fun as the theater but for a whole different audience. Either way at least I’ll discover new talent and enjoy G-D willing a great show.
It’s a record know one else will want to make and I surely don’t want to conquer in this or another lifetime. For what normally is a 40 minute ride home took over 5 hours. Gridlock from a dusting of snow that left NYC paralyzed, making you feel that you were living through a zombie apocalypse then an actual running city. Littered cars and trucks were left abandoned or stuck in weather conditions that their owners should have just left in park. The evening wasn’t a total waste at least me and my son had the best dinner ever a Dunkin Donuts Grilled Cheese. Hey when you’re living through this record you have to celebrate some how and being able to find food and gas is something worth shouting for joy along with the thousands of others setting their own records of icy hell.
You want me to play a different role when the script stays the same? How am I to be believable as my role as a father who wants their child to be strong suddenly changes to a shrink? Am I that good of an actor that you and the rest of the cast members will accept this sudden change and can I actually believe the role myself? I’ll give it a try but personally I’ve given up trying to change others roles in my life and decided instead to seek a new plot line which has a better outcome. Maybe it’s time for you to do the same for even the best actor might not help this script move forward.
How many trees have gave their life so I could live? From the life of many a script to creative ideas that give me new hope, how many trees have fallen so I could grow. Sometimes it’s totally not my fault as trees of junk mail are given in my name but other times I just throw them directly in a fireplace or even the garbage. In the end I hope I can say at least most of the trees that died in my name, didn’t die in vain.
FOOTNOTE- The computer has spared many a tree today.
Nothing can top the 1st time! It’s the unknown that makes it so special and when it’s just right you can feel it through out your bones. It gives you a warm feeling knowing that you waited for just the right moment to enjoy all the pleasure of the moment. You just got to make sure you take it slow otherwise you’ll get burnt. Who can forget that first cup of coffee or …
It happened just for a moment yesterday and because it was so short I found it fascinating not terrifying. Business was slow and so was my creative muscle, while at the same time negative feedback was weighing me down enough to allow sadness to enter This moment left but not without deeper thoughts on what triggered this reaction in me and how I might go down a different path in the future. When my mind is in park it can lead to reverse so I must keep it active and entertained even in silence. Life might make me move a bit slower as time goes on but I must continue to have my mind racing forward.
I feel like a spy as I ask questions of the opposing side, trying to find the information they don’t even know they are leaking. I’m playing it real cool as my points of “curiousity” might make them believe I’m joining their “team”. For I want to know if they will be supporting “Hillary Clinton” if she decided to run for President again or was it again? Once that detemination is made either way I’m gauging their excitement or lack thereof if she was going to get the Democratic nomination in 2020. All while not letting them my dark reason why. It is so dark I can’t actually see why maybe I’m really just curious after all?