Monthly Archives June 2023

I just left!  You gave me the impetus to start anew and now I’m just carrying what is on my back to a whole new world.  I’m  stepping away from the “reliable old world” in order to truly make something for M-E.  It will be completely new maybe I’ll actually meet people that will finally respect and love me for what I am not for what they think they can make me. Y-O-U are the reason I start this journey for you see that spark in M-E that wants to ignite.  So here I am willing to lose it all to gain the one thing I’ve always wanted my own “integrity” and maybe even some true happiness.

FOOTNOTE-   Have you thought about such a journey?

I lurk in your shadow waiting for my moment to take it away. Pretending to be your ally as you move up the ladder only to knock you down just as you climb the last step. For, you foolishly have trusted me with all your secrets and when the time is just right well they might “accidentally” leak out.  I also know your weaknesses better than yourself and let’s just say “accidents” can happen on purpose.  You worried so much about the haters far from you that you forgot to look for the one who clings to your mirror.

FOOTNOTE-   You in the shadow realize though that Karma is a bitch +, especially for one that cling to a higher authority.

It’s not the one’s that are open to us but the one’s who lurk in the shadow. These are the haters that are actually closest to us that bring us the most harm. They may pretend to be loved ones but are full of rage and jealousy that boils to the surface once an opportunity opens to them. They maybe even one’s that have moved up with you so when you get to the top they can stab you right in the back and claim the throne. Korah from the bible was such a challenge and he was destine not for greatness but divine intervention. G-D willing those enemies closest to you realize when their time is up and move away before a Korah faith faces them.

It was another form that I just signed away for who has time to read the fine print or for that matter any of the print. This was only for a doctors visit so I was sure it was for the “good” and I’m no lawyer or even para-legal so the pen came out.  Sign here sign there blah, blah and I just went ahead like a fool.  A fool that noticed that maybe this wasn’t the doctor I should have visited for after the last signature it suddenly became hot very much so.  It’s too late for M-E but for Y-O-U maybe it isn’t such a good idea to just sign…maybe?

FOOTNOTE-  G-D willing this story isn’t true otherwise I’m afraid those contracts might cook us all.