Monthly Archives May 2023

I thought I could stop but the paper continues to suck me in! I have enough for my family and even friends but the fear of losing it all continues to push my slots.  Yet my desire for continued wealth creates wealth for others as well as jobs and let’s face even some f-u-n. Maybe I’m trading some good zen time for Hot Chip company yet the desire for relaxation will have to wait till the other desire is fulfilled which just might be never.  When is it enough I don’t know but I know my clock is ticking and when it stops so will this desire to make M-O-R-E.

FOOTNOTE-  Should a person settle for what they have or seek ways to continue to gainmore? If the answer is too gain more than at what cost?

On behalf of all my shell friends I just want to say I’m truly sorry.  Honestly, it was only a few turtles that had their heads in the sand that destroyed your enjoyment. Most of us knew that eating plastic straws was not something worthy of one’s diet but a few just kept eating, what morons!  This is almost as stupid as the two-legged inventor of the paper straw. Even we with shell brains know that paper and liquids really don’t mix.  Therefore return to plastic and enjoy your drinking on us.  For, as our tough shells prove it we’ve been around longer than the existence of any straw and plan to keep slowly moving along way past any straw movement.

I’m insane so what!!! While you have to deal with your reality mine is constantly changing.  My mind is full of many voices so I’m never truly alone how about Y-O-U?  Your job is consistently doing the same thing over and over again while I’m basically saving the universe. Sometimes people in the “real world” can laugh or hide from me but at least they fear not to bother me.  I’ve dated every major celebrity while you’re still searching on Cupid. Your reality is here while mine is in this insane mind and sometimes after seeing you it’s not a bad place to be.

FOOTNOTE-  Mental illness needs to be treated yet understanding why it’s not can help open our eyes to find ways to help those who don’t realize it.

Maybe just nothing!?  I know everything is going my way but I’m exhausted. Trust me this mirror doesn’t appear the one I saw in my reflection yesterday but right now all I want is a break.  A break from something I love!? What is going on this was supposed to be my Nirvana and now it seems as if that Nirvana can be found with my feet in a hammock wherever that might be. Yes, I’ll get back to being driven but right now this car is parked and just enjoying the view.