I’m “learning” how to be a really good person through my study of “Mussar” and I wonder if I have to exchange parts if not my whole “real person”. For some of the conditions appear to be written in a different book then the one I hold in my own brain and bones. Yes, I can become more patient but it will never fully be a virtue in my life. It’s important to respect those with greater experience and knowledge yet I can’t close the rebel chapter that has me sometimes playing to a different Harmonica. One might have to accept the difficulties in life with a smile but that doesn’t mean it won’t be for the fight against it. G-D willing trying is what is truly sought and being a good person really entails the book that is written in you rather then one that has chapters I can barely read.