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It’s evident to everyone, even my mirror, that I should just cut the thread, but just as I get the scissors out, it pulls me back in.  So, I guess don’t feel sorry for me as I am my broken record. Yet, I stay in maybe because I don’t know what else might be behind another door or the doors that have been slammed in my face in the past. Perhaps I believe I’m the fixer, and I can fix this as long as I hold on.  Could it be that I feel there is a new path that just this once could work?  I honestly don’t have an easy answer and maybe that is why I continue to stay in this confusion.

The Ukraine Russia War might just end with “Ukrussaine” and/or a new country between the two warring parties. This country will allow have their own elections to pick their own leadership and will have a European presence to insure that nobody crosses into the border. Russia was and is the provocateur but in the end some type of compromise must occur and it could just be “Ukrussaine”.

When your entire mind, body and dare I say soul is focused entirely on one creative package the mirror is pointed totally in thy direction. Yes, we must realize a higher authority is allowing that flow to continue at all and every moment yet at this precise second nobody else in your frame.  Well those that provided you with the education, experiences etc to do this pursuit are below the surface but your mirror is still in your view.  To conclude this is your moment of creative genius brought to you by all those that allowed you in someway to get you here at this moment.

There is a thin line between love and loathing that keeps one from getting too close without pulling one apart.  You want to “take off your shoes” in another’s presence, but don’t want them to see your athlete’s feet.  True friendship allows one to try and balance that line so you give each other the space they need without becoming distant or entering the Casper zone. It is only in times of stress that this line can be passed, and then one can decide whether the love has as well.

It feels as if it’s still in the “room” even though it’s gone away. The pain lingers way past the impact of what has occurred and keeps you in a perpetual state of fear and anxiety. None of it is rational except for the difficulty you are having moving forward. The “monster” has come out of nowhere, and now there appears to be nowhere to hide.

I know it’s already got it’s star but I’ve taken a taste and now it’s part of my menu. There are times the “service” is a bit too slow for my taste but when it’s heated it’s on fire if you know what I mean. Greatness takes time to cook and “The Bear” is such a show as I enter the 3rd course. Of course I won’t know if it fully fills my palate till the last season but for now it’s definitely on my menu with a great sound score, acting, cinematography, laughs, tears and even some garlic on the side.

***1/2 – Up to the first 2 courses. You can add or delete the half star depending on your own artistic tastes.

“The Home” is a good escape especially if you have a movie package. It’s suspenseful enough to keep you watching till the end but you know sometimes you have to get some fresh air and in this case it’s within the last 10 minutes. The overall feel of the film feels comfo enough for a horror film yet it’s ending leaves one wondering if they grown out of this genre. The film has such an interesting concept you just wish the ending left you thinking as well not looking through your hands.  Gore and violence doesn’t do it for M-E unless there is some significant meaning behind what we are seeing. For much can be portrayed in our own imagination  “The Home” maybe it’s worth a visit but sometimes you need a vacation as well.

**1/2

Way before others would jump into her “ring,” the good book commanded them to. This week’s Parsha/D’Var Torah points to such a time. G-D commands that if there is no male heir to an estate, it goes to the woman even if not “listed”. This is groundbreaking in “customary religious order” as it’s loud, clear, and direct with no real room for discussion afterwards.  G-D is the great feminist that commands justice for all, fighting in all our rings even if nobody else has our gloves.

I’m an award-winning filmmaker of “All Screwed Up” and “Seduction”, Podcaster, Entreprenuer, actor, song producer, blogger, office holder that was featured on many articles, but still I don’t exist on Wikipedia pages.  I paid for services to be listed on this site (one still in a holding pattern), but nothing has occurred. What does it take to be recognized by these pages, and should it really matter to M-E?  Is this an ego trip I need to get off, or is the challenge of Everest that continues to motivate me to climb?  Right now, my climbing shoes are coming off, but truthfully, if there was another explorer that truly knew the path well, I think I would go back to the climb just because I can…I guess.

You have voted for my control and I’m more then willing to accept. I have created such distrust with other businesses that only mine will be in charge.  This business will operate without having to worry about profits or annoying shareholders because once it’s open it won’t close until forced out. Those that “oppose it” will be called every evil name  in the book even as all the aisles are empty. This business won’t need to operate efficiently except in giving favors to “friends” and “donors”.  Thank you for your support Zoran Mamdani, Fidel Castro, Joseph Stalin etc etc.