I don’t need a psycho approach but can it at least not be a soothing hot shower. The truth is let your worry meter for M-E be a bit lower then luke warm and I’ll be satisfied. For, if I’m not here you’ll truly feel stabbed all over and maybe you can act like that? I protect you in so many ways that you’ll never understand unless you were truly left alone. So please take a bit of extra time to add M-E to your worry meter and your other fears will not be on your big screen anymore.
It’s my greatest masterpiece that will be seen by… For, the eye’s and ears have much too look at so depth is not in their vision. I’m not trying to make my mirror bigger then any others just one that is not stepped over. Maybe it’s best for others not to judge for they might see a smudge that will turn my whole vision upside down. I’m an Artist A…E wondering if I truly want to be seen.
Every politician should come with a money back guarantee within a year of their service. If they didn’t “work” as they said they could we as their employer should be able to replace them with a better “unit”. As consumers we are often given basic guarantees if our products or services don’t work as suggested shouldn’t that be the same with politicians? Why should we deal with a clunker for 4 years? If they can’t deliver on their promises then lets get a new washer/politician. It’s time for a “change” to guarantee made guarantee delivered or returned.
We are not your children!! You are our “servant” meant to “serve” us not control us. We’re are adults and can make decisions on how best to take care of our own self. Adults know when it’s safe to drive as well as go to work and don’t need to be dictated to like they were 5 year olds!! Yes, some of us will be stupid and do the wrong thing yet just like adults we’ll suffer the consequences on our own. It started with a seatbelt that we were told to put on no matter what and then extended to shots we had to put in our body now it’s if we can actually leave our house. When will we look in the mirror and see we have a few gray hairs to make our own decisions instead of “Daddy Government”?
FOOTNOTE- Those adults who have actual fathers and mothers should listen to them.
Just A Great Song !!
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The money has been saved and the time is now free but the clock has ticked away. For, as I saved up for this moment I guess G-D had a different time for me to begin and I can’t rewind the clock. The moments before could have been so much more “special” if I knew when I would have to begin yet this is one commodity that won’t come back. I wish I knew now I do and it’s just too damn late.
FOOTNOTE- In between your busy schedule to get there stop and actually look.
The alarm went off but it wouldn’t shut off. My phone rang and it wouldn’t let me answer it. My remote control was even in control. Yet if it was my devices I could deal it with it but the coldness of loved ones is leaving me feeling as if I don’t exist. What is going on!! I feel like a….. I guess I just forgot.
Don’t Y-O-U remember I was in your feet just a lifetime ago? That’s right I was the one with two and you were the one with four. The bond is still there just in a different body. I was good too Y-O-U in those days but nothing compared to how you are too M-E today. The problem is there is no way I can communicate this truth too you as I speak in Bark in your in English. Trust M-E your kindness will be reciprocated plus if this story changes again and our bond will even be stronger …that’s if I remember.
While chaos surrounds every corner of my being, walls from the inside allow for peace. For I am making an extra effort to build these walls brick by brick so negative thoughts don’t come in and even when there are cracks ice them out before they would take hold. I can not control the chaos that others bring to my table but I have to make a greater effort of staying strong at least from the inside out. This doesn’t mean keeping my cool at all times but not letting it stay for free in my head. Being who I am is harder when the world around you is making so much noise that is why the wall of inner peace must be maintained no matter what!
I need to get away and they’ll pay to have it done. For, even if they treat M-E poorly would they actually not pay a few dollars to let me “live”? Yes, then I will really live with my kidnapper taking a cut while I escape this toxic life I’m stuck in. It might seem wrong but you haven’t had to deal with what I have had to with no papers signed for my escape this was the only route I could take. I loved my country but with the money they’ll send to have me “live” I’ll truly do so maybe in Mexico instead.