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If the clouds never appeared would I truly understand?  When people act outside a puzzle I don’t throw away the pieces but search for clues to grow. This unravels many mysterious of behavior which help me understand the emotional impact of words, actions and even non-action.  I understand that what motivates one may not be scene on another’s landscape.  If life was simply “good” I couldn’t see the picture truly occurring beneath it.  With every battle I face I become wiser to the world around me which enables me to live in a deeper peace knowing how I can truly avoid the war. G-D willing this greater understanding will enable me to build stronger better relationships in which the sunlight comes through even the darkest cloud.

How did you forget about M-E!!! I’m really a F-U-N holiday with Cheesecake & Ice Cream but you don’t even know my name!!  The holiday when the big 10 Commandments come out for all the world to hear but you’re not listening why?  I know the other holidays have competition from other faiths but think mine truly changed the world and for G-O-O-D and still no Hallmark Cards, not even one!! Can someone get a new marketing team, someone!! Hello, I’m out there and it’s only one well two if your traditional days of the year.  So, please not only next year in Jerusalem but also maybe Shavuot as well … please.

I discovered a holiday that was hidden from my youth that is truly a “Kosher Pearl”. Shavuot celebrates the giving of the Ten Commandments a monumental event in human G-D relationship for just let’s say eternity. Here is the one time where all the world heard the voice of G-D in one instance or at least few hundred thousand (depending on your interpretation).  It is the document to this day that binds people of various sects and faiths together even if they split on other matters.  While other holidays are more somber and serious this a joyful happy occasion filled with Cheesecake and Ice Cream.  Let me get this right the giving of the 10 Commandments, Joy and Ice Cream and somehow it’s still hidden? Well G-D willing next year many more people of the faith will own their pearl as they join in this wonderful celebration called Shavuot.

I lived with her only a day but I left my mark. For the day I was born they thought it would lead to many more but one was all I was given.  My mom spent nine months having me and all the doctors and nursed did everything to keep me here but G-D wanted me home before the day even ended. I was the least famous but for some reason I still felt the unconditional love of those closest to M-E. G-D willing I will return and this time with many, many… more days and fame on my next journey to life.

I feel like me and Ryan Reynolds are having a bromance. It’s if he’s comfortable invading my private space without touching of course. He speaks to me at least five days a week twice a day and honestly won’t shut up. This last part if for Ryan, my friend.  Ryan you know I not only know about Mint Mobile at this point but have memorized your lines. If you want to just hang out give me a ring I’ll even convert to Mint Mobile if that would truly help our bromance. Friendship is a two way street.

FOOTNOTE-  If you want to have a bromance with Ryan Reynolds listen to We’re Alive podcast and trust me he’ll be speaking to you more often then you like.

Every one of us has a role to play in the secular and spiritual world even if we’re still looking. It is a role keyed to our basic DNA, history and skills that we might continue to search for but sometimes is right in front of our face. This is what this weeks Parsha/Dvar truly speaks to me about.  When we neglect the basic role we are put in then the higher one will be missed out as well.  So keep the daily routine going and someday soon G-D willing the larger role will come out even in ones wash.

Though I was there to the bitter end the ending still continues. For, I am haunted by that image in many a dream making your return but with the same painful result. It is a memory that although lessons on my conscious mind overtime still plays on full force in the sub version. Maybe it’s a fear that somehow I could have done more or the thoughts of what we missed that keeps this mind wondering? All I know is in the end your life and death will never die as long as I am alive and dreaming.

There are times your generosity pays off right away and that is with a “Casper Order”. This is when you allow someone to get something for themselves and in their effort to get other people what they want they actually ghost themselves. Your generosity is still noted when this occurs and your bank is a bit larger as well. “Casper Orders” allow someone to be the type of person there supposed to be without paying for it.

I believe Israel should do whatever it can to spare civilian life in the war against Hamas but innocent is hard to find.  For, many of the civilians still support the death and torture of innocence which occurred on October 7th. Those same civilians are not jumping into forming a free democracy after the defeat of Hamas in many territories of the Gaza Strip and appear not to be cooperating in helping to free “innocent” people taken as hostages. Yes, many are brainwashed into “anti-semitic”  hate but even the Germans changed after the defeat of the Nazi’s so I wonder? G-D willing my thoughts are wrong and many innocents can be found in this strip as those build a brighter peaceful future for the people living in this land. .

I know you’re speaking because I see your lips move but I have moved to a whole new galaxy in between the hello and goodbye. The galaxy I have gone to is far, far , far away from this conversation. It is in zone that is way out there and I’m trying to get back to you but am truly lost in space. I know I’m missing some key points that might get me in a war but this space is somewhat peaceful in a way that my mind drifts too. So, please understand that it’s not Y-O-U but the travels my neuron’s have taken me to and landing is far from my reality.