If the wall is still standing still after a few bangs it’s time to move onto another wall. For it’s still a wall and might just have a softer spot. I would also recommend using a different device then the one above to break it. Too much time can be spent on a project that isn’t moving and all your getting is a headache by now. So continue to seek the goal but go at it from a different direction and then the cracks might just appear in ways that don’t hurt your head anymore.
2036
We haven’t seen another human in years. The truth is I may even be wrong about the we for how do I know another homesapien actually exists? Robots have fulfilled my every desire and need that I’m not sure there is a need for another but I feel as if pieces of my puzzle are left out. Even as the robots appear to be more like and we appear more close it still feels sorta odd. I understand that being near another human if they so exist can cause sicknesses,friction, laziness, even death yet I feel there is something I’m missing that I should be living for. Another real heart beat beating as mine does is that a strange desire after all?
Last night two images were set in mind that would continue to show even in the light. One image of a man who was walking in the middle of the night with no shirt on. It was quite bizarre since it wasn’t especially hot and at night many in the insect kingdom look for a body to bite. The other image had me swerving out of the way I was in as a little bunny rabbit suddenly appeared with it’s cotton tail shining in my car’s spotlight. This image some how brought me out of a funk that appeared to be setting in as I continue to jump all the way home.
It’s a bit odd that people “open up” in places that are not private at all. Whether it be their local hardware store as they tell all the nuts and bolts of what truly is going on at home or a convenience store where I guess they feel it’s just convenient to let it all out. These individuals might feel there is nothing to hide because they aren’t going to be seeing this individual on a regular basis or might feel their regular visit gives them the right for a free therapy session on the side. It’s important to have such outlets in one’s life especially as life becomes more insular then ever I’m just wondering what the costs of such sessions are in privacy and the often unprofessional advise which is given.
I guess in one sense I made it because now others want me to “help” build their own mattress. More then ever “friends” have popped out of know where asking me to invest in their “sure” scheme/business dream. I entertain many of their proposals but they should understand success wasn’t achieved over night and many failures taught me who to trust and whom to walk away from. “Friends” will except that walk while acquaintances will go on a different path. I may not always feel that I’ve “made it” but others do and now they want me to “make it” for them as well.
It’s the one area in life one should be in control of. Don’t get me wrong events and circumstances have appeared to make me put on a different mask but I’ve seen others wear the same. While one reacts with anger from losing pen I’ve actually witnessed another react with an absence of emotion when losing a father. I’ve witnessed individuals deal with loving every bite of a salad to those who are less then excited about a new car. Stress brings one to tears while motivates another to work harder. How we deal with life is what truly makes our life different just make sure it’s the difference you want your life to take. For we need to become the master of our emotions not let them sit in the Queen/King chair dictating our life’s destiny.
President Trump’s Equality is truly based on the character that one possesses and not on any other value. For he will equally insult White, African American, Hispanic, Gay, Straight, Woman & Men if he believes they have insulted him. The President is not afraid to put someone in their place if he feels they have done him wrong no matter where they might have come from. It is the first time a President is truly blind to what a person looks like except if they happen to get on his bad side. When the President feels you are supportive of him he only see’s that character not any other. Maybe it’s a bit of cloudy vision of Martin Luther King dream when he said that someday we will be judged by the content of their character yet it is more sunlight then we’ve ever seen coming from the White House.
There are too many locations one must be quiet that we must make sure we make time for the ones where we can actually shout. It’s not if where not quiet someone will bite our head off it just appears as so. Yet a quiet place is a place you don’t have to search for conversation a matter of fact even if it’s probably the place where all of a sudden great topics come up with nobody supposed to listen. Quiet places can be quite annoying for those with a busy mouth and brain but I guess in the end it helps you appreciate the time you can actually speak or even shout!
I don’t have time to express anger, disappointment or any other negative emotion to those who have hurt me. These emotions take up too much vital space when time is a running. Time that could be spent building new ideas, expressing happiness for all the incredible things in my life or simple vital signs such as breathing on my own. Imagine how much time is taken up trying to prove a point that your opponent will truly not get but concede to just to move on. It’s not that I won’t make a simple direct expression but G-D willing it will be just that and nothing more. Of course as a human I have my boiling point but I hope it occurs when it’s boiling not when a few bubbles appear. Life is too short to harp on the clouds even as rain might be falling for in between are breaks of sun which I want to baste in as long as I can.
FOOTNOTE– For some this might be conceding defeat but for me it’s moving on and moving ahead for the train is still going even if my foot is still on the platform.
In a country that has some of the finest veterinarians in the world and dog lovers with plenty of disposable income why would I have to travel to France or Japan for a dog Mitral Valve surgery? Why wouldn’t one vet be proficient in this procedure in the good old United States? How did this one doctor from Japan who occassionally travels to France monopolize on this life saving surgery for small dogs? I can’t figure this one out but I’m sure over time it will becoming our way for some veterinary(s) will realize that this is opportunity that can’t be missed for it’s vital service and return on investment.