Maybe I was just too busy with my own life to observe your own. For I never knew what was lingering inside and you never gave me a clue. Episodes came and left but I never knew it was a deeper problem that would lead you six feet under. I don’t know if I could have changed the date but at least I would have known to care more if I only I knew.
FOOTNOTE- Dedicate to the loving memory of Renee.
I don’t say this to explode my ego for some of these stories I’d rather still keep in the closet but as a truth my life story can be made into many a movie. Maybe not some blockbuster hit but at least a series on Lifetime or A&E. Here are some of the different titles (below) which would follow.
(1) INSANITY ALL AROUND ME
(2) FALSELY ACCUSED-BEFORE, DURING & AFTER
(3) REVENGE G-D’S WAY
(4) FILM NON-GENIUS
(5) INVENTOR FOR LIFE
(6) REBEL WITH A CAUSE
(7) JUST DISCOVERED
(8) FAITH THROUGH IT ALL
Thank you I didn’t realize how much I mean to you! For we know the denotation of said words doesn’t really make except for the “You” part and knowing what I did or said had such an impact on you makes me feel extra important in your life. Of course in some way if those actions or words caused you some distress then I’m sorry but F.U can also mean “Fabulous You” and today I choose that connotation instead.
FOOTNOTE- Maybe we should look into the emotion of the words as well as their direct meaning.
After a person has passed how can they defend themselves? Michael Jackson was found not guilty during his lifetime of any child molestation charges and now that he has passed he must be clear of any convictions thereof. At the same time if a person finds that substantial truth has been hidden and Michael Jackson was a pedophile then individually she/he can decide to boycott their music but as a society I believe it is just unfair.
For the Bud Rebel Show to truly to take flight a transformation must occur from ideas to shots. That transformation is based on budgetary and timing concerns which cause the show to keep moving forward but with different steps. As long as the basic premise of the show stays the same and it is truly authentic Bud Rebel then I’ll continue to walk ahead. In the end the Bud Rebel show must present some basic concepts from this blog in a fun, entertaining way that is engaging for all the people especially fellow deplorable’s .
Well it isn’t her head or my shoulder but for some reason it reminded me of this song. It actually was a paw and it was on my arm in the middle of the night. Though it wasn’t any love in the sense of human to human there was a bond of friendship between species that couldn’t have been expressed any other way. A friendship that took years to develop since this dog was previously abused. So put your paw on my arm anytime you like.
I’m going to be honest with you I don’t feel loved anymore and truthfully who would feel any differently. Yes, you still come to see me but I’m lucky if it’s once a month. What did I do so wrong to deserve such treatment? We shared so many special moments I just thought they would last forever and now it’s gone. Forgotten as cobwebs replace the memories. The truth is I understand that sometimes we grow apart but you haven’t even checked the basement in like ages. I’m empty without you so please at least get me tenant to fill in these empty spaces.
Middle Aged Living/Housing will be for those who want to feel as young as they feel in their senior years. These living conditions will feature all the amenities that said individuals enjoy but tailor the rest to a healthy, happy lifestyle for not only this time but G-D willing for the senior years. This living area will include a convenient restaurant that taste good for the body as well buds, a gym geared for keeping those muscles youthful, entertainment facility which is full of fun for people of all ages, a health facility that deals with prevention 1st and a social/religious building for people of all faiths to keep the soul active and thinking. Middle aged Living/Housing where age doesn’t matter at least you’ll feel that way living here.
When I was growing up those who were prudes were usually considered Elephants in their politics and had many streaks of gray. Today it’s obvious that this has been totally reversed. Where the P.C Police are led by stubborn Donkey’s in their mid 20’s. Individuals who are offended by this, that and even the parts in-between while us with Elephant ears and gray hair are now the live and let live generation. The truth is even in the most extreme cases of the past we were nothing like the individuals of the PC generation today where words are weapons and people are actually violently attacked (see below) for just speaking their minds. It’s ironic how times they are a changing.
Royalty with the privileges of those of English birth line never made sense but now that they’ve added gender neutrality to the equation it totally doesn’t add up. For at least I would know who is King & Queen but now it appears it will change depending on how that individual feels at that time. When delivery occurs they probably won’t even announce it’s a boy or girl but an “It” to be decided whenever. Gender neutrality is not based on science, logic or even pride but based on emotions that we all know can change like a rainbow over time. Just like the British Royalty system gender neutrality (especially for our youth) should be tossed in the rubbish heap.