Sorry, I’m not. I could pretend I’m sorry for what ” I said” and/or “did” but that would be a lie as I can’t recall doing either. Yes, it could bring some “peace” maybe by saying that “word” but at what expense? Honesty, is more important then giving into some “delusional thoughts”. Appeasing ones to avoid the truth can only create more real estate for confusion in my own neurons. I’m sorry for it surely is painful and sucks to hear or think one acted in that way but they’re in you not M-E.