Just one last “hit” that’s all I don’t need but I’ll do it anyway. For, trying to pull away hurts so much that I can’t resist it. The longer I pull away the stronger the magnetic push in and resistance appears futile. Just when I thought I was stronger I hit an iceberg and suddenly I drown down. Yet, there is hope in the understanding of what is “occurring” and with that G-D willing a strength to find a better path ahead. The “road” of an addict is very bumpy and contains many different substances yet understanding helps one see the light ahead.