I need to get away and they’ll pay to have it done. For, even if they treat M-E poorly would they actually not pay a few dollars to let me “live”? Yes, then I will really live with my kidnapper taking a cut while I escape this toxic life I’m stuck in. It might seem wrong but you haven’t had to deal with what I have had to with no papers signed for my escape this was the only route I could take. I loved my country but with the money they’ll send to have me “live” I’ll truly do so maybe in Mexico instead.