The “action” is real and my emotions match what has occurred or do they? You are providing me with a different way of looking at why this occurred and it’s causing my cognitive dissonance as it hurts M-E to think you could be right. For, if you are right about this what else could have my emotions lead me down the wrong path? Therefore I stick to my reality even if I have to twist as only the best defensive attorney could do for otherwise I truly do need help.