You’re living through some dark clouds so you can’t see what we see on the other side. Blinded by fear of this toxic relationship there is sunshine if you can pull out. Yet these clouds are thicker in your eyes then others can even perceive so what’s easy for them is extremely tough and painful for you. You get glimpses of sunshine through a cloud which keeps you living in this mess but eventually even you will see the darkness that is occurring if you stay in this one place. So push forward even if it’s only one step at a time and G-D willing you’ll get to see what we do peace and happiness.
FOOTNOTE- Now to follow my advise.