How much time did I take off the clock by taking this bite/jump? Am I more worried about existing or living? Well I guess it depends on what I want to be left with in the end. Do I want a bank load of money if I’m the only one counting the cash or do I want to live as if it’s my last penny because who knows when it will be spent? In the end for M-E it’s a balancing act in which I hope living leans a whole lot higher than existing.