I now realized I stayed in office at all costs because of the power it weld M-E. Yet the longer I stayed in this mode the more I realized I was a tool for those who kept me there. Suddenly, any divergence from their platform and there would be hell to pay as my replacement was right around their corner.
Yet in the end my power was restored and weakened on a much higher platitude. For, I stopped praying to man but instead looked to G-D. Therein lied the true source as my knew steps truly helped those around me in ways that were bigger than any legislation. Prayers were answered not in the way I thought but in ways that were eternal. Yet at the same time I realized that I was nothing without this ultimate source and how unfortunate it took me this feel this ultimate truth.