Maybe I should jump the bowl as my friends have done as I keep getting nipped here but at least here I know where the pain is coming from. Jumping to a new bowl might provide me piece of mind but who knows if I’ll drown or somehow crash to the ground? They say the water is clearer on the side yet I’m sure there is a different type of dirt. It’s wrong that I’m being abused in this bowl yet can I guarantee it won’t happen in another spot? I have responsibilities in this bowl although few notice what I do. So I feel trapped in this world unable to make the jump to another and the pain makes the jump harder day after day.