It’s not my time or place but the truth is you are not writing the script. How could I get this part in life when there are so many more talented people, yet you are not the casting agent? The truth is we don’t know our parts in life and just when it seems we are written out we are standing on center stage. Moses according to the book was not the spokesperson of his time and was so humble it appeared leadership was out of his realm, yet G-D had an entirely different plan. Your book is still being written so keep trying your best and leave the rest to the greatest author of all our lifetimes G-D and you’ll never know where the pages might turn.