How does one deal with the sudden tragic death of a loved one? This is a death that appears to be cut short by hate and madness. It also seems surreal that one minute this person is laughing and talking with you about the future and then the next that future no longer exists. How could another take such a life in their prime when so many others loved, cared and needed her? I have no clue all I know is I have no room for hate at least for now and it’s just too much.