I know the thoughts in my head are not right but if I get help for them then I’ll never be able to defend myself from that abusive ex-boyfriend. Yes, the thoughts might lead to a violent end but at least it’s not one where I gave up my right to personal security. If only the Red Flag Laws didn’t get passed I would have sought the help I need and worked with the mental health professionals to find a way out of this dilemma. For deep down inside I don’t want to hurt anyone or even myself but I feel trapped with these bizarre thoughts and the laws that keep me from seeking the help I need.
FOOTNOTE- Red Flag Laws should work with mental health professionals to allow them room so they can help individuals and society as a whole.