I had a special woman in my life that always was there for me now I’m not sure she even wants me to be there for her. This woman held my hand when times were tough but I’m not sure she wants me to hold on as it appears she’s drifting away. She enjoyed going out and being the party now she barely wants to get out of bed. This woman worried about what everyone would want to eat as well as drink and now even water appears to be too harsh for her. There are peaks of that woman that can seep through every now and then but too often I just want the mom I knew back again.