Don’t tell me you understand! How can you identical twins are not meant to be apart. It’s not fair it’s not right! Our connections go back to the real beginning then how can we have different endings? Why am I’m left here alone while she is the better place. We shared everything together from our first hair-cut to the boyfriends that never knew and now she is gone and deep down inside I am as well. Who truly knows me now like my identical twin did? I’m existing here but barely unable to eat and wanting to sleep all the time I just want to go home with her.
Yet the light of loved one’s from her side as well as mine have started igniting a different fire. I know that she only wanted the best for others even when she wrong and doesn’t that mean her identical side? It’s time I scrape off the layers of pain and live here for that is what she truly wants from where she is flying high. G-D knows I will try but please note this journey is hard and I need more love and understanding then I truly know just to move again.
FOOTNOTE- Told from the soul of a loved one.