As I run to fight the active shooter I think who will be left after. For I can’t bear to think people will die because I wasn’t willing to give of myself even while the one’s left behind can deal with this burden. They have no problem hiding or running away from a problem that directly and immediately affects others even at the point of stopping a heartbeat. Which leaves me with the question should I continue to run and fight or hide to save the world for another day? I guess in the end the amount of fighters might drop by 1.