I understand why you walk away and understand why you should walk toward. For once you get involved you fear there will be rules upon rules to govern your life. Where is fun and excitement in the equation? The math doesn’t appear to add up with all the problems, deaths and destruction you have seen in your life.
Yet I believe that you are using Arithmetic instead of Calculus and therefore only looking at the ground rather then what’s all around you. G-D’s formula is infinitely brighter in which a believer follows with love rather then fear. Where sunshine is seen even after the darkest storm. Yes, sometimes some fun is dampened but only to give way to an excitement you feel with every breath in this new way of living. For I understand how you feel but also understand how you can feel better with a bit more faith.